(fanfic from Harry’s POV)
OK OK, i did say love at first sight is for teenagers, but is it really?
Its 12.21AM and i just had an epiphany while listening to Deva Deva for the 1000th time(was it just 1000 though? :P) , maybe there is more to it than that. Yes, relationship takes a long time to build upon and love cannot happen at first sight is what a mature person would say.
But,
Sometimes the energy, the aura and vibe just fits the minute you start talking. And if you’re lucky and have a lucky penny or four leaf clover in your wallet that person won’t be a psychopath but the best thing that’s happened to you. Whom you trust and love. Your love is stronger and stronger as the days go by and whom you will eventually wanna die for.
OMG, Brahmāstra was actually a masterpiece!!! Except for few tiny things here and there which can be overlooked because hey!! no one and nothing is perfect. Everything is flawed and isn’t that what makes it beautiful?
I am speaking about this from my experience because I’ve been in love couple of times, but the only time I’ve felt alive is while talking to a guy whom I’ve never met. That was so irrational and surreal. I did not feel much for guys before that, it was so rare, I was always lost wondering what is wrong with me? Sometimes I used to wonder and think I’m so weird. I always felt something was extremely wrong with me (root cause for all my problems, don’t ask :P). Until I felt so alive because of him. But like all great love stories ours had a sad ending and I ended up finding a good friend which is just as rare.
I’ve felt things after that too for different people.
And I have been lucky and grateful to find love and feel alive again, even if it’s unrequited. Also, thankfully he isn’t a psychopath. Maybe I wanna stay in this lavender haze for a little while longer till I am ready to let go. Because this feeling is so rare and magical and this is what makes the world go round and everything seem mushy and cutesy. It doesn’t happen everyday (not for me at least) so not gonna listen to the world asking me to move on. What is right, what is wrong. Are labels really required to feel love and care? Who knows if I will wake up tomorrow, call me silly but I just wanna be in love till I am ready to say goodbye :)
So feeling the lyrics
” Mehsoos Khud Ko Maine Kiya
Jab Toone Chhua “
OMG guys please go watch that movie?
Love at first sight is legit! But yeah, be careful too and always carry pepper spray, just in case :P
I wanna stay in my dream land and believe the umbrella in the picture is what will lead me to the love of my life and the reason I will sit my kids down 20 years from now and tell the very long story of how I met their father :P
Privileged to be old and happy to grow old with him and lucky to have children of my own, sitting down on the floor drinking hot chocolate next to the fireplace and a Christmas tree :)
(I refuse to wake up from this dream)
rachana rajan <3 