(fanfic in Harry’s POV)
I’m so sorry for everything that you had to go through. I’m sorry people misunderstood you.
I feel awful when I think about what you were put through because you were mute. I am sorry I hated you for a long time for not standing up for yourself when all you were doing was trying your best to survive and holding on the hope that one day things will be fine. I am sorry I always felt you could have done better than what you did when all you did was the best you could with the understanding you had.
I promise you I will never let you down ever again.
I promise you I will love myself till the very end.
I promise you I will make you proud.
Everything is good today, but why do I keep thinking about you feeling so sorry for you? Why do I keep going back thinking about if onlys and what ifs? Why do I feel awful knowing what I know now? why do I wish I could have saved you from hell you were in?
But then there is no time machine and life only goes forward and not backward. Everything had to happen the way it happened and wouldn’t have happened any other way. Every day was a lesson. Every mistake was a learning. Every person you met changed you.
Everything that happened to you made me the person I am today. I am resilient than ever and little invincible because you did not stop.
I want to give you all the love I have and tell you, you are amazing and thank you for holding on even when there were days not to.
Thank you for making me the person I am today. I couldn’t have done it without you.
I love you with all my heart
Rach 🙂
rachana rajan <3 