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I have rejected so many men. So many. Because of these reasons. There were these constraints and checklists. I guess it was never about kids or labels or the sorts. It was about the person. All along. It never felt right with anyone else. I don’t know. It just didn’t sit right. It always felt…
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The amount of times I have repeated. “Fuck label”. In my head since the last time I met Ginny is insane. I have come to realise that I don’t care about labels or getting married. I don’t care if she wants kids or not. I just care about her. I want her. I want to…
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I won’t stop Ginny from texting his girl besties. Because I know how fucking annoying it is. To stop texting your best friends after they get married. Aaah. I understand platonic love. I’m not living under a rock. I will let her breathe. I won’t micro manage the relationship. I will never check her phone.…
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1.55am I miss you so much Maanas. I can’t stop thinking about you. I’m so fucking tired. I miss you.
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Sleep Well x.
I love watching fandom edits online. That’s literally the only thing I do. View this post on Instagram
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The sunset and sunrise fanfiction was inspired by Ginny’s words. “Dusk till dawn.” In the beginning of 2022. After things ended with the perfect man. I was fed up with dating. So I said to my parents. “I don’t think I will get married. I’m going to adopt a puppy and live alone.” It was…
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After your guy friends get married/get into a serious relationship. You cannot talk to them the same way. It’s quite annoying. Because I like them platonically. I’m not interested in them. But things change and priorities change. So fucking annoying.
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I had another good friend. He was my colleague from the Ministry. His name is Mohit Naudiyal. We got really close during the pandemic. I would text/call him all the time. I really liked him. (platonically) I used to tell him all my dating stories. All the controversial BS. We had a fallout in 2022.…
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Chinthu was a good friend too. He is a really good person. I like him a lot. (platonically) I’ve already told you about him a few times. But it crashed and burned. Because I had a sensory overload.
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There have been so many people. I’ve spoken to and texted countless people. I’ve had an extremely social life. Easy they come. Easy they go.
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I already told you about Sid. (Siddharth Meloth) He was another good friend of mine. We stopped speaking because he was attracted to me. And I loved him as a friend. So yeah. No one in their right mind will reject Sid. I wasn’t in my right mind. I was in love with Ginny.
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I had another good friend. His name is Shardhul. He was really nice. He used to live abroad. He is the one who asked me to speak to my psychiatrist. Because I wasn’t getting turned on while dating. He said it wasn’t normal. It’s because of him that I spoke to Dumbledore multiple times. Again…
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I had another good friend. His name is Vishnu S Madhavan. We were good friends for many years. On and off. He was really good. I really like him. (platonically) After he got married. His wife wasn’t okay with me texting him regularly. I’ve been texting/calling him regularly since many years. But once you get…
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I had a kinda good friend. His name is Snehith. He is from coorg. We got close during the pandemic. He is the one who used to say this quote. Again and again and again. “Things happened the way it happened and wouldn’t have happened any other way.” It stuck with me. He stopped caring…
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I need to see a doctor immediately. I honestly don’t know what exactly am I waiting for? What’s going on?
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If you were so interested in my personal life. You could have just asked me. Like a normal person.
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It was important to tell my side of the story. So I have shared it here. But usually I don’t. I’m a private person. Once this is done. I will go back to being private and gatekeeping my personal life.
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I’m exactly the same. I talk about the men I have dated to all my friends/family. (I used to in the past.) Everyone knows the failed dating experiences. But no one knows about Ginny and Will Newman. The only two times I was actually in love. Literally no one knows. You can speak to everyone…
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This is a page from Daisy Haites by Jessa Hastings. I relate so much to BJ and Magnolia. (You have no idea.) Little context. Here BJ is speaking to Daisy. He’s telling Daisy that she means more to Christian than just sex. So she asks, “How do you know?”. BJ responds, “He’s never once told…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the fuck am I waiting for? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?
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3.04 am. I woke up suddenly at 1.30 am. Because I had a nightmare followed by sleep paralysis. I don’t want to talk about it. I just want to forget it. If I dwell on the dream and analyse it, I’ll remember it forever. So usually when I have nightmares. I push it out of…
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There’s honestly nothing left to say. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet.
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I don’t really see a point why you are dragging this unnecessarily. The truth is already out a long time ago. The truth is more than obvious. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of precious time and unnecessary. I don’t see the point.
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I cannot do this anymore. My body and mind feels like it’s shutting down whenever I see these things online. It started last week. Since the issue with my breast started. There’s been yellow liquid leaking from my right breast since last week. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. I cannot do this…
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I need to see a doctor immediately. I don’t have the energy to repeat myself anymore. I cannot do this anymore. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. There’s honestly nothing left to say.
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The truth is already out a long time ago. I’m not interested in repeating the same bloody things every single day. I cannot do this anymore. I’m not interested. I don’t have the energy.
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I don’t know why you are showing me the lyrics of mastermind and chess. I have already spoken about everything multiple times. I have repeated myself millions of times. I’m not interested in speaking about this anymore. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. I don’t really have any more energy…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What the fuck are you doing? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Please wrap it up.
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Why are you showing me chess and the lyrics of mastermind? Why are you wasting my precious time unnecessarily? This is ridiculous. The truth is already out long ago. The truth is more than obvious.
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It’s called friendship and love only when it’s. Mutual. There’s a fine line between healthy unrequited love and predatory obsession. Whatever connection everyone feels with me is. one sided. Please be mindful about it. Please don’t develop a para social relationship with me. It’s not humanly possible for me to be friends with everyone. I…
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People with extreme cases of para social relationships. Live in their own fantasy world. They act like they are entitled to cross your boundaries and personal space. They don’t understand a NO. No matter how many times you say it. Whatever these people feel is not called love. There’s no love in the picture. It’s…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? The truth is already out. A long time ago. The truth is more than obvious. You don’t drag things otherwise. What exactly am I waiting for?
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There’s honestly nothing left to say. I cannot do anything more than this. I’m completely depleted. I have nothing. What exactly do you want from me?
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I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. I don’t know what more do you want? What do you want from me? There’s…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out. Long ago. The truth is more than obvious. There’s honestly nothing left to say. Even you know this is nothing…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the fuck am I waiting for? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?
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When you let things slide. You should not keep count. Just throw it out the window. You are going to have good conversations and bad conversations with every single person you talk to. It’s the ratio. If most of your conversations are good. You’re good.
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There’s no such thing as perfect. There’s no such thing as 100% compatibility. We are humans. We tend to fuck up from time to time. When we are close to someone. Conflicts are inevitable. Conflicts, misunderstandings, betrayal, problems. etc. Are a part and parcel of close relationships. Sometimes we have to have some grace. Give…
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Please wrap it up. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. Please stop wasting everyone’s time, effort and energy. Time is precious man.
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The truth is not going to magically change one day. By dragging this unnecessarily everyday and wasting my time. Because I am speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. There’s honestly nothing left to say. It’s over man. It’s over for good.
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You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? The truth is already out long ago. The truth is more than obvious. Why are you wasting my precious time? Is this how the legal system works in this country?
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No matter how much you show me Dobby and waste my precious time. Nothing is going to change. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth remains intact. My decision for justice remains intact. Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for years together. Nothing is going to change. This is just a waste of…
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The truth is already out long ago. The truth is more than obvious. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of precious time and unnecessary. I don’t really see the point why you are dragging this unnecessarily. What are you doing man?
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You are constantly calling a person who is a mix of Bellatrix, Umbridge and Pettigrew. As Dobby. This is ridiculous. Beyond ridiculous. The truth is already out long ago. I don’t really see a point why you are wasting my precious time.
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You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man? I don’t care if Pettigrew dies. She deserves it. I have already spoken about everything multiple times. The truth is already out long ago.
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Are you listening to me? The truth is already out long ago. What’s going on man?
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I went through insurmountable pain and suffering my whole life. I’m the one who was fucking wronged. And I’m here proving my integrity. When I’m fucking innocent. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. I don’t really see a point why you are wasting my precious time. Even though the truth is already out…
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I need to see a fucking doctor. I don’t understand why you are wasting my precious time. Unnecessarily.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you stuck with Pettigrew? Out of all the other perpetrators. Pettigrew is not Dobby. Everyone clearly knows that. This is ridiculous. Why are you wasting my precious time?
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Please wrap it up. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out. Long ago. Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for years together. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s honestly nothing left to say. The truth remains intact.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me Dobby and the word “acting”. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of precious time and unnecessary.
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Actions speak louder than words. I make a lot of mistakes when I speak. Because speaking is not my forte. I learnt how to speak/write by myself couple of years ago. But you can clearly understand from my actions that I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the fuck am I waiting for? You don’t drag things otherwise. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What’s going on man?
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I’ve never had any big dreams. But marrying my best friend has always been my dream. Since childhood. I used to write about it in my diary. I used to pray for world peace during childhood too. I used to tell God about it. These are some pretty big dreams for someone who is saying…
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The amount of times I have watched this scene since the movie came out is insane. I love this movie/book. It’s one of my all time favorites. Friends to lovers has always been my favorite trope. I’ve wanted to marry my best friend since childhood. Aaaah.
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I already have someone that I love. I’m not interested in anyone else. I humbly request everyone to please keep it platonic with me. Everyone is a little gay. All women are bisexual. Everyone in this world masturbates. There’s absolutely nothing special about me. I have been extremely clear about my bisexuality. I humbly request…
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My boundaries are non-negotiable. I’m going to be ruthless if anyone crosses my boundaries. I’m not obligated to be available outside of my workspace. On a personal front, I’m a public figure. I’m not your friend. I’m not available. Do not approach me. Do not touch me. NO. No means No. No is a full…
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I have basic platonic love and respect for everyone as a part of my community and society. I have basic care as fellow human beings. From a distance. But I do not like anyone. You can have basic love, respect and care but you don’t necessarily have to like everyone. I don’t know everyone personally…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately.
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I have already spoken about everything multiple times. I have repeated myself millions of times. I’m not interested in speaking about this anymore. Please wrap it up. The truth is already out long ago. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. I cannot do this anymore.
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Stop disgracing Dobby’s name. Pettigrew can never be Dobby. I have so much trauma related to that character. Because of you.
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Can you stop showing me Dobby? Pettigrew is not Dobby. People can say anything they want. Words are not always true. She is just trying to save her ass. Actions speak louder than words. You can clearly understand from her actions that there was no friendship. This is not friendship. This is not how friends…
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This is a residential apartment. Whatever the aggressive stalker is doing is a serious crime. Do you want to explain to me why absolutely no action is taken against this person? Even after highlighting something extremely serious. This man is not stopping. I feel extremely traumatized, suicidal and angry because of him. On a regular…
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What the actual fuck is going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise. Why are you wasting my precious time?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Are you fucking listening to me?
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Stop showing me Dobby. Pettigrew is not Dobby. After every single thing that I went through these last 2 years. Do you seriously expect me to show mercy? Are you fucking serious? I’m fucking innocent. I was going to die multiple times. I was tortured inhumanly and scrutinized every single day. I was sexually assaulted…
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What the fuck is going on? Please someone do something. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet.
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I miss you so much Maanas. I love you so much. I keep hugging my blanket and pretending it’s you. Aaaah. My heart. Make it stop.
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I didn’t speak to him properly though because I’m extremely sick and I have too much on my plate. I haven’t been speaking properly to Rohit either. I’m just mind fucked and waiting. I want this to be over soon. So that I can start living my life.
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The friendship break up with Teni Thomas has been on my mind since the conflict happened. I thought about it a couple of times. And yes, he did fuck up. But then, he was honest about it. When I asked his intentions. He was vulnerable and admitted that he did that because I was on…
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Is this how the legal system works in this country? Do you waste everyone’s precious time like this? Time is precious man. The truth is already out. Long ago. What the fuck are you doing?
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If Pettigrew is getting a death sentence. Because she deserves it. How on earth is that supposed to be my problem? I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The truth is already out long ago. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are…
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You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Based on lies and manipulations. The truth is already out long ago. There’s a possibility I might have cancer. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Am I supposed to care if someone who deserves to die gets a death sentence? Wrap it up. What…
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Wrap it up man. What the fuck are you waiting for? Why the fuck are you wasting my precious time?
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I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. I need to see a fucking doctor.
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You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Based on lies and manipulations. Was my life not as important? Why are you dragging shit now? The truth is already out long ago man. Many months ago. Everyone clearly knows that I’m innocent. What’s up? What exactly are you doing? Why are you wasting my…
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The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. What more do you want? What exactly do you want from me? Why are you…
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I don’t really understand why you are still showing me chess and the lyrics of mastermind. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Please wrap it up. Even you know this is a waste of precious time and unnecessary. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Are you even listening to me? I cannot do…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What exactly am I waiting for? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man? I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet.
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DISCLAIMER.
If you are taking personal meaning out of my fanfiction. You are delusional my friend. Because you have no proof that I’m speaking about you.
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I hope I can grow old with Ginny. I don’t know if hope or wish is the right word here. Because I’m sick. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Also. I’m scared of my safety. I have already mentioned it previously. I don’t want to say it again. I don’t know. I hope I…
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It wasn’t always grey skies and rain. I’ve had good and positive experiences too. There were a couple of people who were good. But the friendship didn’t last. Either it crashed and burned. Or it faded away. In some cases, they got married and priorities changed. Rohit reached out to me. I hope it lasts.…
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Ginny, my therapist Kruti and Will Newman. Are the only ones who saw me. For me. There has been no one else. No one else. My friendships/relationships were always strained because of Voldemort and this reality. I’ve had an extremely social life. I’ve spoken to and texted countless people. But no one else who was…
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As long as I exist this way. Shit will continue forever and ever. Please understand what’s happening at least now.
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I spoke the complete truth about Pettigrew only after I realised that she betrayed me. My consciousness is clear. When she said “sorry I’ll lose my job”. I tried helping her. I tried helping till the last minute. I had nothing against her. She had one sided beef with me.
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This is me. I’m Robin.
I’m a bro with my guy friends. I’m a girl’s girl with my girl friends. I wear many hats. View this post on Instagram
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If this is how the legal system works in this country. It’s time for some rethinking and restructuring. Time is precious man.
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There’s honestly nothing left to say. I’m speaking the truth. I’m completely depleted. I don’t know what exactly you want from me? I cannot do this anymore. I need to see a doctor immediately. I’m struggling to hold on.
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I don’t really see a point why you are dragging this. This is just a waste of precious time and unnecessary.
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I have already reached my breaking point one week ago. I need to see a doctor immediately. I’m struggling to hold on. I cannot do this anymore. The truth is already out long ago. The truth is not going to change no matter how much you drag this. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you…
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Please wrap it up. There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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Even you know this is pointless. Pettigrew is not Dobby. Everyone in this world clearly knows Pettigrew is not Dobby. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. I don’t know what more do you want?
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Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for years together. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. The truth remains intact. This is just a waste of precious time and unnecessary. You are putting me through unnecessary torture and scrutiny.
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Why are you still showing me Dobby? There’s honestly nothing left to say. This is ridiculous. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of precious time and unnecessary. Please wrap it up. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately.
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Time to listen to I love you I’m sorry by Gracie Abrams and cry. Good Night. x. I love you all.
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Anyway. Mom was really upset about the lump. I told her I don’t think it’s cancer. Because of what I read in the AI result. But I don’t know. Because I’m not a doctor. I asked my ENT doctor. He said he cannot comment. I have to get it checked with the specialist. I called…
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Mom was bawling her eyes out last week. Because of the lump in my breast. I was consoling her. I used the word “dramatic”. I regretted it immediately and bit my tongue. Because I remembered Nikita Metha saying it to me. I pushed that thought aside. I continued consoling her. I was going to say…
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You are wasting my precious time and putting me through unnecessary torture and scrutiny. The truth is already out long ago. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of precious time and unnecessary.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me chess? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. What the fuck is going on man?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? The truth is already out long ago. You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man? Why are you still showing me chess? I’ve already cleared why I used the analogy of chess. I used it positively. I’ve written more than…
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I don’t know why you are showing me chess. There’s honestly nothing left to say. Please wrap it up. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. This is ridiculous. Even you know this is a waste of precious time and unnecessary.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. There’s yellow liquid leaking from my right boob. There’s also a pulling pain sometimes. There’s a rod like lump. It needs to be looked at immediately. This has been going on for over…
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You can like someone very much. But friendship only works when you both are on the same page. The thing about connections is that. It doesn’t happen with everyone.
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You don’t drag things otherwise. What the fuck is going on man? I need to see a doctor immediately.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? The truth is already out long ago. What’s…
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When someone doesn’t want to be your friend or in a relationship with you. It is not betrayal. We feel what we feel. You cannot force feelings. Learn to end things peacefully. Don’t chase people because they are shiny. Don’t be desperate and forceful. It’s called friendship and love only when it’s. Mutual. There’s a…
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The thing about connection is that. It doesn’t happen with everyone. And that’s okay. Millions of people in this world. Everyone is not for everyone. You are like two different puzzle pieces that belong in two different boxes. All you can do is. Say. Thank you. No hard feelings. Take a step back. Move on…
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I want Will Newman’s wife to know that she doesn’t have to worry about me. I’m in love with Ginny. Irrevocably. She’s the one. I will never betray her. Like never. It’s just platonic with Will. I’ve moved on years ago. In the beginning of 2022. My feelings came back briefly after meeting him for…
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Please stop wasting my precious time. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. You are just making me repeat the same bloody things every single day. This is just a waste of precious time and unnecessary.
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I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. There’s honestly nothing left to say. I’ve repeated myself millions of times. Please wrap it…
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Just because I was able to clear my name and things worked out for me. You cannot doubt me. I already spoke about how I got here. The number of times I was going to die. And why I didn’t. I already spoke about the things and people who helped me reach here. I already…
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I went through insurmountable pain and suffering my whole life. I’m the one who was wronged. And I’m here proving my integrity. When I’m fucking innocent.
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No matter how much you show me Dobby and the lyrics of mastermind and chess. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s absolutely nothing left to say. I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. I finished writing in August 2024. Things worked out for me. Ginny said she wants to marry me. Everything…
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Please put an end to this. This is ridiculous. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. You don’t drag things otherwise. I don’t understand what you are doing. Why are you wasting my precious time?
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The truth is already out long ago. In the beginning of 2025 itself. I don’t really see a point as to why you are wasting my precious time unnecessarily. Why are you dragging this unnecessarily? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Pettigrew is not Dobby. I don’t understand why you are stuck with Pettigrew. Out…
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Why are you still showing me Dobby? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Why are you wasting my precious time? Wrap it up.
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Someone please help me. Someone please do something. I need to see a doctor immediately. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet.
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Is this how the legal system works in this country? Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? I need to see a fucking doctor. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?
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You don’t drag things otherwise. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? The truth is already out long ago. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What’s going on man? There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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Will Newman will always be Ned Leeds. Period. No matter how many new friends I make. No matter who comes and goes. The place of Ned Leeds in my life is taken. View this post on Instagram
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I spoke to Will Newman. His wife isn’t okay with us speaking. So I’m still blocked everywhere. I insisted that we add each other on Instagram. So we did. But we aren’t speaking though. He’ll always be my best friend. Even if we speak or not. That’s irrelevant.
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I don’t know why you are stuck with Pettigrew. Out of all the other perpetrators. It’s over man. Wrap it up. There’s honestly nothing left to say.
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I don’t know why you are showing me Dobby. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Pettigrew is not Dobby. Everyone clearly knows that. Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for years together. Nothing is going to change. The truth is already out long ago. The truth remains intact. This is just a waste of…
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I don’t know why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me Dobby and the lyrics of mastermind? There’s honestly nothing left to say. This is just a waste of precious time and unnecessary.
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There’s absolutely nothing left to say. I’m completely depleted. I’m speaking the truth. Everything that I have said here is the truth. There’s honestly nothing left to say. Please put an end to this.
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I haven’t thought about Ginny since a week. My mind is completely fucked. I’m not able to relax. I’m not okay. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. I reached my breaking point 3 days ago. I cannot do this anymore. There’s honestly nothing left to say.…
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Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for years together. Nothing is going to change. The truth is already out long ago. The truth remains intact. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. This is just a waste of precious time and unnecessary.
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I don’t know why you are stuck with Pettigrew. Out of all the other perpetrators. There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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I don’t know why you are showing me Dobby and chess. There’s honestly nothing left to say. This is just a waste of precious time.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Wrap it up. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately.
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I’m always minding my own business. I’m always kind and polite. That’s the default. You can be rest assured that I will never start anything with you. I don’t proactively think anything negative about anyone. Even if I do. I don’t materialize it. Please live and let live. But if you fuck with me. I…
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There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Stop showing me Dobby. Pettigrew is not Dobby. The truth is already out long ago. Why are you wasting my precious time? I need to see a fucking doctor.
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Is this how the legal system works in this country? Do you waste everyone’s precious time like this? Even after the truth is already out long ago. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of precious time and unnecessary. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What’s going on man?
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I’m scared of my safety. I have already spoken about it a few times before. Please take care of it.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately.
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I need to see a doctor immediately. Please wrap it up. There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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I have already cleared why I used the analogy of chess multiple times. I have repeated myself millions of times. Since August 2024. There’s honestly nothing left to say.
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I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. It’s over.
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Please put an end to this. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. I’m completely depleted. It’s over. It’s over for good.
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There’s honestly nothing left to say. I don’t know why you are still showing me Dobby and chess. I don’t know why you are stuck with Pettigrew. Out of all the other perpetrators. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Wrap it up.
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There’s absolutely nothing left to say. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Please put an end to this.
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I don’t know why you are wasting my precious time? I don’t know why you are still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? There’s honestly nothing left to say. Please wrap it up.
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Please don’t drag this to tomorrow as well. There’s honestly nothing left to say. I’m completely depleted. It’s just a waste of precious time and unnecessary. I need to see a doctor. Please wrap it up.
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Intention matters more to me than anything else. When someone tells me that they love me. I don’t believe them. No. I don’t. I wasn’t born yesterday. Anyone can say anything they want to. It’s just words. It’s not always true. I start to study them silently. I believe them only when it’s evident to…
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If I was an author. And if suddenly one day. Every single person in this world starts to performatively read and hype up my books. Every single person in this world suddenly performatively adds it to their 5 star reads. They make it the NYT bestseller. They make a movie and TV show. They add…
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Can someone please do something? I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet?
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I need to see a doctor immediately. What the fuck is going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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I need to see a doctor immediately. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. Please put an end to this. Someone please do something. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. The truth is already out long ago. What’s going on man? Why are…
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The truth is already out long ago. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Do you know how hard it is to wait this way? Without any answers. I went through something extremely serious my whole life. I’m really sick. I need to see a doctor.…
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I need to see a doctor man. How much will you waste my time? The truth is already out long ago. What the fuck are you doing? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Why are you stuck with Pettigrew? Out of all the perpetrators. There’s honestly nothing left to say.
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Why are you wasting my time? I need to see a doctor. The truth is already out long ago. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? You don’t drag things otherwise. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. You don’t drag things when you want to reap benefits from me. You don’t drag…
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There’s also a pulling pain in my right breast. Since last week. It needs to be looked at immediately. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Please put an end to this. Pettigrew is not Dobby. I’ve already spoken about everything multiple times. I’ve repeated myself millions of times since August 2024. I don’t know why…
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There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Please wrap it up. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. There’s yellow liquid leaking from my right boob. Since the last couple of days. There’s honestly nothing left to say. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. I don’t know what…
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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Do you know how hard it is to exist this way? And wait like this. Without any answers. The truth is already out long ago. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me Dobby? There’s honestly nothing left to say. Wrap it up. I need to see a fucking doctor.
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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? Why are you wasting my precious time? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. You don’t drag things otherwise.
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I don’t trust anyone easily. I don’t trust people unless I know for a fact that I can. I learnt the hard way that people can’t be trusted. Even now. Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan. The reality that I’m existing in is a leverage for them.
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After the friendship breakup with Draco in 2020. Because she cared about an instagram picture, likes and comments. More than our friendship. I was in a really dark place. I would speak to Pratignya Mohapatra sometimes during covid lockdown. I explained what happened to her. Pratignya told me Draco is wrong. Because it’s my face…
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There’s absolutely nothing left to say man. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Wrap it up.
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I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. I’ve gone to the root of the problem. Explained, cleared, clarified and proved. Every single…
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I have said a lot of things since I started writing here. I don’t know if you are paying attention? I’m completely depleted. There’s honestly nothing left to say. It’s over for good.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me Dobby and chess? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. It’s over for good. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Wrap it up.
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There’s yellow fluid leaking from my right boob. Since the last couple of days. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What the fuck am I waiting for? I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. What’s going on…
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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? I need to see a doctor immediately.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What the fuck am I waiting for? There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind? There’s honestly nothing left to say. I’m not interested in speaking about this anymore. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The truth is already out long ago. The…
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Why are you showing me Dobby and chess? There’s honestly nothing left to say. We’ve covered every single topic extensively. And in every single angle possible. I have been speaking about the same bloody thing since last 2 years. I’m not interested in speaking about this anymore. It’s over. Wrap it up.
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You don’t drag things otherwise. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time?
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet.
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It’s called friendship and love only when it’s. Mutual. You should fight for a friendship/relationship only when it’s. Mutual. Only when it meets the definition of friendship/relationship. Only when there is a connection and rapport. There’s a fine line between healthy unrequited love and predatory obsession.
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A changed behaviour, accountability and genuine apology. Can easily fix things with Draco. Easily. But she won’t reach out. Because EGO. (Root of all human problems) Also she doesn’t have the audacity to talk to me. That’s the same reason. People whom I was close to in the past aren’t reaching out. If there’s a…
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As long as I exist this way. Shit will continue forever and ever. Because I’m helpless and vulnerable. Most people are creepy fans with a leverage. Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan. It’s all fun and games for them. I’ve already explained every single thing in detail.
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If Pettigrew didn’t want to accept that she’s a creepy fan. That’s fine. But she sent 2 waiters to attack me. To maintain an upper hand in the conversation. Friends don’t send fully grown men to sexually assault you. To maintain an upper hand in the conversation. When you tell a good news. I complained…
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I have never said that I’m king or God. Those aren’t my words. I consider myself as a public figure, YouTuber, activist, poet. etc. Even if I mention that I’m a public figure. I only say it as a response to harassment. I don’t say it proactively. Demons of the jokers get triggered when they…
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When Pettigrew gaslighted me intentionally after I spoke about my youtube. I responded, “Stop gaslighting me everyone knows me.” It was a response. When she texted me after she left and she spoke about my reaction. I said, “Why are you gaslighting me everyone knows me.” When I called her for a clarification I said…
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I have a habit of looking down and talking since childhood. Everyone knows this. I have a lot of quirks that everyone is aware of. You can ask everyone I know. That’s why I looked down at my book immediately after looking at her sleeve contextually. When someone keeps talking about something and draws attention…
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We were laser focused on her t-shirt till now. So I forgot to mention this. I complimented Pettigrew’s uniform pant as well. It was beige. I didn’t look at her directly. I noticed it when I looked down at my book. I looked at her sleeve contextually and I immediately looked down at my book…
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My boobs were sagging in my dress in 2022. So I asked Neethu about it. We started speaking about our boobs in detail. I had doubts regarding my vulva. In 2018. I spoke to Draco about it. My girlfriends and I talk about every single thing. Like everything. Everything under the sun. You name it.…
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I need to see a doctor immediately. So do my parents. Too many things are wrong. Please put an end to this.
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I made a general statement to Varsha Vinod. “I don’t like any women at the office. I don’t find anyone attractive.” It triggered her insecurities and she felt rejected. She twisted my compliment because of it. Later attacked me. Out of the blue. I had a panic attack and fainted. I don’t really understand why…
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When I spoke about Rachel Catherine in my YouTube video. I clearly used the word “platonic”. I was extremely clear. But she started lusting at me. She bent down and showed her boobs to the camera. I don’t know why. I didn’t ask her to do that. I was extremely clear with my words. This…
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I tried being friends. But Pettigrew wasn’t interested in being friends. She just wanted to fuck me. She was constantly forcing me to go to her house. She is a random fucking waiter and a stranger. No one says “come to my house” to a customer when you speak about uniform and pimples. “Come to…
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Even now I don’t know who betrayed me and who didn’t. I don’t know the complete picture. Because Voldemort is posting regularly on her therapy account. Also other perpetrators. Absolutely no action is taken against the old man in my apartment. So many things like this. I’m being kept in the dark. I’m losing my…
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I realised Pettigrew betrayed me in October 2024. That’s when everything clicked. After that I spoke the complete truth and proved it. I realised what Voldemort started and the death eaters effortlessly followed. At the end of 2022 when Nikita Metha told me why. That’s when everything clicked. After that I started writing here like…
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Between August 2024 and October 2024. I couldn’t understand what was going on. I kept repeating. “I’m not interested in women IRL please ask me what happened.” Again and again and again and again. Unless you tell me what’s happening. I wouldn’t know what’s happening. I cannot read minds. Please remember this. It was the…
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I have said a lot of things since I started writing here. I don’t know if you are paying attention? Sometimes I feel like I’m speaking to a brick wall.
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After I said, “I don’t want to speak to you right now.” Pettigrew immediately texted i’m sorry. But after she went back to her place. She switched up. She spoke about my reaction to her harassment. She said, “Why were you shouting at me in front of everyone? Everyone is asking”. That’s when she sent…
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I grew up watching friends.
These things are normal in close friendships. Saying I love you (platonically). Holding hands. Hugging and squeezing. Kissing cheeks and forehead. Saying I miss you (platonically). I do it with all my close friends. Everything doesn’t have to be romantic and sexual.
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Yellow fluid is leaking from my right boob since last 3 days. Please put an end to this. Are you listening to me?
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I haven’t misled anyone. I haven’t cheated on anyone. I haven’t made any promises. I haven’t signed any contract with anyone to be best friends forever. I haven’t expressed any kind of interest in anyone. I haven’t sexually assaulted anyone. I know the basic etiquette and mannerisms. I know the basic code of conduct. All…
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When I say something. Believe me. Because I always speak the truth. Before fucking with me. Please understand whom you are fucking with. I’ve seen your father’s games. Please check my track record. Later don’t tell me I didn’t warn you. I’m always minding my own business. Live and let live. I’m telling you for…
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I have been extremely clear about my bisexuality since I came out. I have been clear. Since day one. Also all women are bisexual. There’s absolutely nothing special about me. If someone is a lonely sex addict. If someone lacks comprehension and social skills. If someone has behavioural issues. If aunties and behenjis have this…
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?
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I don’t care if she dies. Stop showing me Dobby. Pettigrew is not Dobby. She can never be Dobby. Stop disgracing Dobby’s name. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Based on lies and manipulations. Why are you wasting my precious time now? The truth is already out. It’s over for good. It’s…
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After every single thing that we went through together. Since 2022. A random fucking stranger lied. And people went berserk like cavemen. They ganged up, started torturing me and even tried to kill me. This is what you do man? I clearly said on day one itself. “I’m not interested in women IRL please ask…
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I spoke the complete truth only after I realised that she betrayed me. After every single thing that happened to me. I don’t care anymore. After what I went through these last 2 years. Because of her. I don’t care even if she dies. I spoke the complete truth and proved it. She fell into…
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If Pettigrew had misunderstandings. She should have told the full story and said that she misunderstood. The casualties would have been less. People would also have forgiven her. Because she’s from the weaker section of the society. She lacks comprehension and social skills. I gave her multiple chances to take a step back. I was…
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The truth is already out long ago. I don’t know why you are stuck with Pettigrew. Out of all the perpetrators. I don’t know why you are making me repeat the same bloody things every single day. It’s over man. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out. Wrap it up. Why…
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I went through insurmountable pain and suffering my whole life. I’m the one who was wronged. And I’m here proving my integrity. When I’m fucking innocent. The truth is already out long ago. And you are still not satisfied. All women are bisexual. There’s no such thing as 100% straight in women. They are lying…
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Ginny has been waiting for me since August 2024. On her own free will. I cannot control this. She is fucking hot. If she wants it. It’s easy and effortless. If she wants to move on. She can easily. It’s the same for me. But she’s waiting. Just like me. Both of us are choosing…
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I finished writing in August 2024. Pettigrew is an entirely different person with a different heart and mind. I cannot control her. I cannot control her lies. I cannot control her lust. Everything that happened after August 2024. Was impromptu and real time. Because I did not see it coming. I’ve already proved that she’s…
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Ginny is fucking hot. She can easily pull anyone she wants. If she wanted to move on. She could have easily. She chose me on her own free will. I cannot control her. It’s the same for me. If I want it. It’s easy and effortless. Ginny said she doesn’t love me and she will…
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I’m not deprived of physical intimacy. If I want it. It’s easy and effortless. I just have to pick my favourite. My options are endless. I’m bisexual only 5% percent of the time. And it’s only online. I’m not interested in women IRL. I don’t need anything from a waiter aunty. Who smells like rotten…
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It’s extremely clear that I couldn’t have planned this. Because it wasn’t written on her forehead that she’s bisexual. If I was 100% sure that she’s bisexual and she lied about me. If I knew the law was involved and I was framed. I would have spoken the complete truth on day one itself. I…
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I wasn’t 100% sure Pettigrew was bisexual. I was suspicious. I didn’t want to say anything I wasn’t 100% sure about. I was keeping quiet to help her. But she had other plans. She had one sided beef with me. She was digging a grave for me. I realised she betrayed me in October 2024.…
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When she got caught. She put the blame on me because I’m openly bisexual. She took innocent incidents out of context, exaggerated it and made it into sexual assault. She lied that I gloated and said that I’m God. She faked undying love. I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. I finished writing…
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I gave her multiple chances to take a step back. I was extremely polite. Even after everything that she did. I was polite. Because I don’t speak against people from the weaker sections of society. Even when I rejected her I was polite. She approached me even after I was verbal. She crossed my threshold.…
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Her energy was off since day one. I was constantly pushing her since day one. I was constantly drawing non-verbal boundaries. I don’t know if she wasn’t understanding. Or she didn’t want to understand. Because she wasn’t stopping. We barely spoke. The only thing I spoke to her about was coffee, trees, laptop and the…
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After I came out as bisexual. I have been extremely clear about my bisexuality. I clearly kept repeating that I’m not interested in women IRL. Also that I’m not interested in every single Tom, Dick and Harry. Since day one. I was clear from my end. I have not expressed any kind of interest in…
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You are wasting my precious time. Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary. Is this how the legal system works in this country? It’s over for good. It’s over a long time ago. What more do you want?
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Also. I don’t know why you are sticking to Pettigrew this way. Out of all the other perpetrators. I spoke about so many people who did me wrong. Why are you sticking to only Pettigrew? I’ve already proved that she’s a liar. The truth is already out long ago. There’s honestly nothing left to say.
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You can read again. I used it positively. I’ve written more than 7k blogs. I’ve used more than 100 analogies, examples, metaphors etc. I don’t know why you are sticking to this one particular word. You are cherry picking it. Taking it out of context, using it negatively and taunting me with it. Note.
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The devil is playing chess.
Voldemort paved the way. The Death eaters effortlessly followed. I’m not playing the game. I’m ending the game. God is always with me. My consciousness is always clear. Because I always think from a place of love which people often fail to do. Hence I always rise above the drama and BS. Hence my move…
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These things are normal in friendships. Hugging and squeezing. Leaning head on shoulder. All women are bisexual. Everyone does it.
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I don’t know why you are putting me through unnecessary trauma, torture and scrutiny. Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary.
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The truth is already out long ago. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Even you know Pettigrew is not Dobby. I don’t really see a point why you are wasting my precious time. This is ridiculous.
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The truth is already out long ago. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. It’s over for good. Wrap it up. Stop wasting my precious time. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. So do my parents. Too many things are wrong.
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The truth is not going to change no matter how much you drag this unnecessarily. It remains intact. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for years together. Nothing is going to change. It’s just a waste of precious time. Even you…
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The truth is already out long ago. Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? Even you know this is nothing but a waste of precious time and unnecessary.
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Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? This is ridiculous. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove that…
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You don’t drag things otherwise. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? There’s honestly nothing left to say.
