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I’ve gone out probably close to a thousand times. I’m not even exaggerating. I don’t know the exact numbers. I haven’t counted. But the number is definitely high. I’ve been hanging out with people since high school. I’ve met so many people. So many. I’ve spoken to and texted countless people. I don’t even remember…
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In 2024. I wanted to go for pottery. I kept asking my mom. But she didn’t come. I kept checking the slots in BookMyShow. I was trying to be friends with Pettigrew around the same time. When she spoke to me at the restaurant. I asked her if she would like to join me. She…
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There’s nothing special about me. All women are bisexual. There’s no such thing as 100% straight in women. They are lying if they say otherwise. Everyone in this world masturbates. Does anyone want to explain to me why I’m being targeted?
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I’m so tired. I miss Maanas. I feel so fucked mentally and physically. I miss you so much Maanas. I’m waiting to speak to you. I think about you every day.
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Note. Dark humor at inappropriate timing is kinda like my thing. Also. I was just flipping Sabrina Carpenter’s lyrics. “Did you just say you’re finished?Didn’t know we started” By speaking about women. I’m a woman too. Obviously. But I have no practical experience having sex with someone I like. (The one with psycho divorcee is…
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Wrap it man. Understand when things have reached its due course and put an end to it. Thank you.
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The fucking irony is that. You don’t drag things otherwise. You didn’t even drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? Answer me man. I’ve been asking you this for a very long time now. The truth is already out long ago. Why the actual fuck are you wasting my precious…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me Dobby? This is ridiculous. There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. It remains intact. Pettigrew is not Dobby. Period. I don’t care if she dies. I’m not interested in speaking…
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Rachel Catherine and her kitty party spoke about “Just for the summer by Abby Jimenez” in a video. Where I was called an ugly gargoyle. Rachel said I won’t understand it. So Sophie said, “Whose afraid of little old me”. Then they started laughing. They did this in the beginning of 2024. A man at…
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Why are you making me explain these basic codes of conduct and life skills? And basic English definitions? If someone is a lonely sex addict. If someone lacks comprehension and social skills. Like social experiences and interactions. If someone has behavioural issues. If someone lacks empathy and remorse. If someone is a narcissist with a…
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I’ve already covered these topics extensively before. Are you paying attention to my words? Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily. Why are you making me repeat the same things everyday?
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You are not signing a contract with anyone to be best friends forever. Once you understand someone’s true colours and true intentions. You must and you should revoke access. You are not obligated to stay forever. The dynamics of a relationship/friendship keeps changing. According to the behaviour and actions of the people involved. (Also other…
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Real life examples of promises. Will Newman promised. “Rach I will definitely meet you when I come to Bangalore.” Ginny promised. “I want to marry you.” Real life examples of a plan to hang out. “I’m going out. Would you like to join me?” The person replies, “No sorry I’m busy.” The plan gets cancelled…
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I hope you understand English? Please read the last two blogs completely. I have never made any promises to Pettigrew. A plan to hang out is not a promise. Thank you.
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A promise and a plan (AI result).
1. The Reciprocity Trap & “Favor Sharking” In social psychology, the Law of Reciprocity dictates that when someone does us a favor, we feel a psychological obligation to return it. You successfully fulfilled this obligation by returning the favor. However, when someone does a favor and immediately uses it as leverage to demand your time…
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Definition of a promise. Definition of a plan to hang out. Difference between a promise and a plan to hang out. According to the Oxford dictionary. A promise is a firm, binding declaration or assurance that you will definitely do something or that a particular thing will happen. It functions as a moral, social, or…
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I spoke about so many people who wronged me. I spoke about so many death eaters and Voldemort. Why are you sticking to only Pettigrew this way? The truth is already out. I’ve already proved that she’s a liar. I’ve already given you irrefutable solid proof that she’s not my friend. Action speaks louder than…
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There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time?
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You don’t drag things otherwise. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? The truth is already out long ago. Why are you dragging things unnecessarily now? Why the fuck are you wasting my precious time? Even you know this is nothing but a waste of time and unnecessary.…
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I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. You are taunting me with the same things every single day. And making me repeat the same bloody things every single day. Again and again and again. I’ve…
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How much will you drag this unnecessarily? Why are you wasting my precious time? There’s nothing left to say. I’m not interested in repeating the same bloody things every single day. Even if you drag this unnecessarily every single day for a year. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s nothing left to say. The…
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Why are you showing me Dobby and the lyrics of mastermind? This is ridiculous. The truth is already out long ago. There’s nothing left to say. It’s over man. It’s over a long time ago.
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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? How much will you waste my time unnecessarily? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me chess?
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Once I have a normal and conventional life. I’ll go around introducing myself. Like how Taylor Swift does. If Taylor Swift was in my shoes. She would have reacted to situations exactly like me. Or much worse. I don’t think anyone else can last in my shoes for more than a minute. My reactions and…
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She wasn’t understanding my non-verbal boundaries. When she behaved sadistic. I said it verbally. I clearly explained to her, “I’m sorry. I don’t make friends easily that’s why I deleted your number and unfollowed you on Instagram. I don’t trust anyone easily”. She said, “I approach people and just start talking and call them friends.…
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These non-verbal boundaries are universal basic code of conduct. Literally everyone understands it. I’ve done it more than a hundred times. When you delete someone’s number and unfollow them on Instagram. It’s an extremely clear, “I’m not interested please stay away”. Everyone understands it. When someone calls you home and you go silent and ignore…
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I’ve said this multiple times before. I don’t know if you are paying attention. When I said I declined her invitation to go to her house. I meant non-verbally. I was constantly drawing non-verbal boundaries. I was constantly pushing her since day one. I don’t know if she wasn’t understanding or she didn’t want to…
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People need to introspect and reflect upon their behaviour and actions. Because my reactions and retaliations are. Normal, valid and justified. It took me 4 years to say every single thing. Please understand what’s happening at least now. Please understand.
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People don’t support the perpetrators. People don’t normalise their behaviour. Please don’t give them attention, glory and perks. They need to be held responsible and accountable for their actions and behaviour. They need to face the consequences. Please don’t. This needs to stop.
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People with para social relationships live in their own fantasy world. They act like they are entitled to cross my boundaries and personal space. They don’t understand a NO. No matter how many times I say it. I’ve been telling that man NO and I’m not interested. Since 2023. This is 2026. He is still…
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Absolutely no action is taken against this person. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. I highlighted multiple counts of aggressive stalking and harassment. That’s why he is not stopping. He feels it’s okay to continue. Because anyway, there’s no consequences.
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Please don’t support him. When you support him and normalise his behaviour. I go through 10 times more trauma, suicidal feelings and anger. People need to introspect and reflect upon their behaviour and actions. Because my reactions and retaliations are. Normal, valid and justified. Whatever that man is doing is not normal. It’s ridiculous and…
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I’ve been going through immense trauma, extreme suicidal feelings and anger. Because of whatever the aggressive stalker has been doing since 2023. This is a normal reaction to his behaviour and actions. This man is not stopping at all. I’m suffering. I already have too much on my plate. This man is setting the plate…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are using the words aggressive, violent and vigorous positively? I used those words to describe the aggressive stalker. Also. Everyone suddenly started using words like fierce and ferral. Are you doing this to support the aggressive stalker and normalise his behaviour? If you are. Please don’t.…
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Do you have trouble understanding english? Do you have trouble comprehending? Why are you making me repeat the same bloody things every single day? I mean. What’s the point? The truth is already out long ago. Is this how the legal system works in this country? Do you fuck everyone like this even after the…
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It’s over. It’s over a long time ago. What’s going on man? Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary.
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You don’t drag things otherwise. When you ganged up and tortured me and wanted me dead. Based on lies and manipulations. Everything happened so damn quickly. When you want to benefit out of me and create content out of my content. Everything happens so damn quickly. When you want to make movies and write songs…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? Tell me? You don’t drag things otherwise. I’ve already answered all your questions. We’ve covered every single miniscule thing in all…
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Author’s Note. (edited) As I mentioned multiple times before. I’ve been using the example of chess. Even before the incident with Pettigrew. (you can check the date of this blog) I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. I’ve already cleared. It has nothing to do with Pettigrew. Multiple times. I was copying Taylor…
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Just because Taylor Swift gave the example of playing poker in her song. She says, “I’m about to play my ace”. Doesn’t actually mean she’s playing games in life. She has written more than a hundred songs. She has used hundreds of examples, metaphors, analogies etc. How ridiculous would it be. If you focus on…
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You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. You don’t drag things otherwise. The truth is already out long ago. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you making me repeat the same bloody things every single day? Unnecessarily. Is this how the legal system…
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The word friend is a noun. The definition varies from person to person. It depends on their age, social skills like social experiences and social interactions, knowledge, life experiences, maturity, understanding. Etc. Definition of a friend. According to the Oxford dictionary. “A person with whom one has developed a close and informal relationship of mutual…
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Note. You can read this again. All sentences are positive in this blog. I used the word chess positively. I’m not playing the game. I’m ending it. The devil is playing chess. Voldemort paved the way. The death eaters effortlessly followed. God is always with me. I always think from a place of love. My…
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The truth is already out long ago. There’s nothing left to say. I’ve repeated myself millions of times. Even if you drag this unnecessarily every single day for a year. And waste my time unnecessarily. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s absolutely nothing left to say. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable…
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In 2023 and 2024. My throat was completely fucked. I was extremely sick, suicidal and going through something very serious. Everyone in this world clearly knew about it. It wasn’t a secret. That’s when this monster was lusting and forcing and harassing me. She lacks empathy and remorse. She has a dark triad personality type.…
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Whatever Pettigrew did is called coercion. She was constantly forcing. No matter how many times I said NO. When I wasn’t complying. She behaved sadistic and was punishing me. This is called coercion. When I rejected her. She spread slander and attacked me. When she got caught. She put the blame on me because I’m…
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As I said multiple times before. Everyone I speak to casually is not my friend. I’m 35 years old. I’ve had an extremely social life. I’ve spoken to and texted countless people. I’ve made plans with hundreds of people. No. I’m not even exaggerating. But very few people I’ve connected with. Very few friends. I…
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As I said multiple times before. I’m not going to lose or gain anything by saying that she’s not my friend. Because I’ve already cleared my name. I’m speaking the truth as it is. I’ve repeated myself millions of times. Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for a year. The truth is not going…
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I’ve already cleared why I used the analogy of chess. I’ve already cleared why I said the word “win” in 2024. I’ve already cleared that it has nothing to do with Pettigrew. I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. Pettigrew was just a random ass side character. I’ve already proved that she’s a…
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I’ve already answered all your questions. We have covered every single miniscule thing in all possible angles. I’ve repeated myself millions of times. It’s over. The truth is already out long ago. There’s nothing left to say. I’m not interested in speaking about this anymore.
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I’m not interested in speaking about this anymore. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. I’ve repeated myself millions of times. There’s nothing left to say. It’s over. I’m not interested in repeating the same…
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Do you want to explain to me what exactly am I waiting for? What’s going on man? There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?
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You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man? The truth is already out long ago. It’s over. There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind? There’s nothing left to say.
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Do you want to explain to me what exactly am I waiting for? What the bloody fuck is going on man?
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People talk about men who watch porn on a daily basis. They create statistics and talk about it in a way that’s demeaning. If you are going to do that. I also suggest you talk about women who read only erotica on a regular basis. Create a statistical report on it. Also talk about it…
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Everything you think is not true. Sit with yourself and understand how your mind works. Your thoughts, feelings and emotions are flexible. You can always make it work in your favor. Once you understand this. Nothing can affect you, more than it should. You should always have a strong sense of self. If whatever you…
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Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?
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Whatever the aggressive stalker did to me is a serious crime. Do you want to explain to me why absolutely no action is taken against this person. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. This man is not stopping.
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When he turned his head 90 degrees to stare at me. He had a really dark and aggressive expression. This man is an overgrown predator. Whatever he feels is predatory obsession. Note.
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I’m 35 years old. I’ve seen and experienced everything there is to see in life. This is the mentality that I have.
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I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. It’s really difficult to remember and say every single thing about my 35 years of life. Also. I was being tortured inhumanly when I was writing. I’ve recounted everything to the best of my memory. I don’t know if I have left…
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My only intention was to tell my side of the story. I was laser focused on my goal. I was desperate to finish writing. I had to fight through death and thunderstorms to say it. It’s not possible to explain everything in a single blog post. It took me 4 years to say every single…
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I treat people based on my personal first hand experience with them. I don’t have amnesia and I’m not Jesus Christ. I remember every single miniscule thing. Very clearly. My reactions and retaliations are normal, valid and justified. Whenever something happens. I’m not only faced with the problem. But also public scrutiny. People go berserk…
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I don’t want Ginny to see me like this. It’s been 4 years since we last met. I’m so depressed. I look like shit.
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I’ve lost so much weight. I look like shit. I feel like shit. My jeans/shorts/skirts are falling off. All my clothes are loose. My boobs/ass are half its size. The bones on my chest are visible. The veins on my hands are clearly visible. I don’t know. I don’t feel good about myself anymore. My…
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I was going to die multiple times between August 2024 and October 2024. If Doctor Mahesh Meda and my mom had not saved my life. I would have died in September 2024. They saved my life on their own free will. I cannot control them. I was also going to die a few times after…
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I have already spoken about everything. I have been saying a lot of things since I started writing here. I honestly don’t know if you are paying attention to everything. Sometimes I feel like I’m speaking to a brick wall. Because you are keeping me in the dark. It’s affecting my mental health badly. You…
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People need to introspect and reflect upon their behaviour and actions. Because my reactions and retaliations are. Normal, valid and justified. People with para social relationships live in their own fantasy world. They act like they are entitled to cross my boundaries and personal space. They don’t understand a NO. No matter how many times…
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I don’t feel good about saying whatever I’m saying about the old man in my apartment building. No. I don’t feel good about it. I’m not that kind of person. But you need to understand that. He is handing me the pen and paper to write about him. He needs to understand that. Whatever he…
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Live a fulfilling life while you are here. When it’s time to go. Go peacefully. That is the only thing that’s in our hands. We can only do our best with whatever information and knowledge we have. Most of what we believe to be true. Might be wrong. It might not be as well. The…
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This could be true. No one knows. We’ll never know. Whatever it might be. We are at the prime of human existence. We all are in this together. Always mind your own business. Make life easier for one another. There are truck loads of problems that come complimentary with life on Earth. Don’t add man…
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The sunset and sunrise was because of Ginny’s words. You can read it again. I wrote about Ginny during that particular scene in my fanfiction. Living in the present moment is a concept that has been going on for centuries I suppose? The words kinda flow out of me. I always write as though I’m…
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Also I complained to the manager because I was sexually assaulted by a male waiter. Not because I was gaslighted. I couldn’t understand why I was being sexually assaulted. At that point. I was keeping quiet to help Pettigrew. Because she said sorry. If I had beef with her. Because she gaslighted me. I would…
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You don’t drag things otherwise. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. The truth is already out long ago. Why are you wasting my precious time? Why are you making me repeat the same bloody things every single day? Was my life not important? Tell me?
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Even you clearly know what happened to me was wrong and alarming and beyond cruel. I’m not wrong in asking for justice. It’s a basic human right.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Wanting justice for being wronged. Is a basic human right. I want justice. Whether I’m successful or not successful. That’s irrelevant to this topic. My success has nothing to do with this. If the same things had happened to Taylor Swift.…
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You don’t drag things otherwise. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you showing me chess? There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago.
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Most of my words and ideas are original and mine. Whenever I copy something, I directly give the credit. Since we are living in the same world and experiencing the same things. Sometimes we will say similar things. But the context, situation and experiences are not the same. Even if it is somewhat similar. Also.…
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There are certain things that are private. Which honestly I don’t feel comfortable sharing. But I had to share because it was important. Anyway. Once this is done. I expect my boundaries, personal space and privacy to be respected strictly. I will also be gatekeeping.
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When Ginny and I were talking about “doing it” in 2022. She said to me, she’ll love me from dusk till dawn. That was the inspiration behind my sunset and sunrise fanfiction. She wanted to listen to the song, “Lust for life by Lana del Rey” during it. This is a very private conversation. I…
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Please stop wasting my precious time. It’s over. It’s over a long time ago. You don’t drag things otherwise You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? The truth is already out long ago. What’s going on man?
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Why the fuck are you showing me Dobby? Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for a year. And waste my precious time. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out and it remains intact.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? There’s nothing left to say. What the fuck am I waiting for?
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On a totally unrelated note. Who else cried watching Taylor’s Grammy Museum performance? I was bawling my eyes out. It was beautiful.
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I have too many imperfections. Physical and not so physical. But I’m confident in my own skin. I embrace those imperfections and even make self-deprecating jokes. I always have a golden retriever energy. Hence people get attracted to me. You should see the way men and women chase me. Everyone always likes me. My imperfections…
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If you are insecure about how you look. If you are on the heavier side, you have a dark complexion, you are extremely thin, you have acne, you have disfiguration, you are bald or anything of that sort. Or if you are insecure about your job or financial status. And you are constantly thinking about…
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Is this how the legal system works in this country? Do you waste everyone’s precious time this way? Unnecessarily. Even after the truth is already out long ago. You need to do some rethinking and restructuring. Because it sucks.
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We stopped drinking coffee one month ago. Because father doesn’t have money to buy milk. We can’t function without coffee/tea. But we are managing. We have been extremely sick for over a year now. We need to see a few doctors ASAP. Too many things are wrong. Do you want to explain to me why…
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For the record. There’s no such thing as innocent enquiring and innocent socialising questions. There’s nothing innocent about these things. We are all adults here. People clearly know and understand what they are doing. There’s no misunderstandings or mistakes. If someone is really a friend. They will behave like one. It’s not that hard. Even…
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After you become successful. Random ass side characters will suddenly text you. They will suddenly start using words like “good friend and true friend”. And start forcing a non-existent friendship with you. Random ass relatives will suddenly come to your house. And suddenly start forcing a non-existent relationship with you. Random ass neighbours will suddenly…
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It’s called friendship and love only when it’s. Mutual. There’s also unrequited love. (Platonic or romantic) That’s one sided or para social. There’s a fine line between healthy unrequited love and predatory obsession. If anyone crosses my boundaries in the name of love. I will be taking legal action. My boundaries are non-negotiable. When I…
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Will Newman always says sorry and apologizes heartily. When I get hurt. He doesn’t shy away or show ego. He doesn’t really have an unnecessary ego.
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You don’t drag things otherwise. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? The truth is already out long ago. And you are wasting my precious time. Unnecessarily.
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Pettigrew is not my friend. I am speaking the truth. I have already explained in detail why she’s not my friend. I have repeated myself millions of times. I’m not going to gain or lose anything by saying this. Because I have already cleared my name and proved my innocence and sanity. I’m speaking the…
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A friend is a valuable word. It’s precious. It weighs in gold. I don’t give away my unconditional love freely like candy during halloween. NO. I have already given you my definition of the word friend.
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Just because someone is a creepy fan and desperate to be my friend. I cannot comply. No means No. No is a full sentence. NO. I take absolutely no responsibility for someone else’s insecurities and projections. I take absolutely no responsibility to regulate someone else’s emotions, thoughts and feelings. I’m not your therapist, mother or…
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I’m a friend to my community only on my public platforms. Whatever connection you feel with me is one sided. Please be mindful about it. I cannot return your love IRL and on a personal front. I’m a friend only on my public platforms. This is the most and the best that I can do.…
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I have a close-knit circle. People in my close circle are in my close circle for a reason. I have already explained in detail why they are special. Why I trust them blindly. Why they are my found family. I’m happy and content with my life. I’m always minding my own business. I’m not looking…
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It’s the same with Ginny and my therapist Kruti. They are really good people. With them, respect is always on the table. Ginny is the best person that I know. She’s the best thing that’s happened to me. That’s why I love her so much. That’s why she’s my soulmate. I’ve already said everything.
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Even today. I have no idea how much money Will Newman has. I have no idea if he’s rich or poor. I don’t know his financial status. Because we never speak about money.
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With Will Newman, respect is always on the table. He has never disrespected me till now. He has never been rude. He is always really sweet and a fucking good friend. He has never behaved shady or played any games. He didn’t gaslight me even in 2022. When the whole world was against me. He…
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I fucked up my friendship with Will Newman because I wanted clarity. I asked him things that. don’t really have any answers. he cannot answer. isn’t right in any way to bring up at this point. Why did I do that? Aaaaah. I lost my best friend. I don’t know if he’ll speak to me…
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He messaged me on snapchat at the end of 2023. On eras tour movie day. I was going to die because of my throat. So I texted him. “I love you both, I’m sorry.” After that I immediately removed him as a friend from snapchat. I said that because I was going to die because…
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He is the first person I was in love with. The first person I wanted to have sex with. First person I wanted to marry. But we never met. Then he got married. When we met at the end of 2022. The only thing we did was shake hands. I didn’t even look at him…
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I saw Will Newman on Bharat Matrimony. His picture was really hot. So I messaged him on Facebook and he immediately replied. We clicked instantly. We used to speak all day long every single day. We would be on video call all the time. That was our thing. He used to call me to look…
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These questions don’t keep me up at night. Because I have moved on. I have found my soulmate. He has moved on as well. He has found his soulmate and even has a kid now. I just wanted some clarity. You know? I think this wasn’t the right time to bring up this topic. Something…
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Did he leave me in 2020 because there was so much slander and my reputation was bad? Because I was crazy? Because everyone knows me right? He said to me when we were speaking in 2021. That he falls in love only when it’s tangible. We have never met. He hasn’t seen me IRL. But…
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Will Newman said to me that things have changed many times after he got married. He said that he likes talking to me. I’m special and he doesn’t want to lose me as a friend. He refused to label what happened between us. He called it “a thing”. He said he had fights with his…
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In the beginning of 2022. A few months before meeting Ginny. I was speaking to Will Newman on a video call. Will Newman and I speak on video all the time. Since the beginning in 2020. That’s our thing. He was in his apartment in Bangalore this time. I don’t know. Suddenly I got hit…
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Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for a year. Nothing is going to change. The truth is already out. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of precious time.
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You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? You don’t drag things otherwise. The truth is already out many months ago. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. The only reason this is being dragged unnecessarily is because I’m insanely successful.…
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There’s absolutely nothing left to say. I’ve spoken about everything multiple times. I’ve repeated myself millions of times. I’ve answered all your questions. We’ve covered every single thing in all possible angles. It’s over. It’s over a long time ago. Please stop wasting my precious time.
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It’s over. Understand when things have reached its due course and put an end to it. Please stop wasting my precious time. Unnecessarily. It’s over man.
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There’s nothing left to say. It’s over man. It’s over a long time ago. Why are you wasting my precious time unnecessarily?
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You don’t drag things otherwise. You didn’t drag things when you wanted dead. Was my life not important. The truth is already out long ago man. Why are you wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily.
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The truth is already out long ago. Why are you showing me Dobby? This is ridiculous. Why the fuck are you wasting my precious time? There’s nothing left to say. It’s over a long time ago. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of time and unnecessary.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you showing me chess and the lyrics of mastermind? There’s nothing left to say.
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All those years when I was on the verge of dying and held on. Even when I had a splitting headache all the time because of the inhuman torture. Didn’t go in vain. Because I’m normal now. And I’m waiting for Ginny.
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I’ve already cleared my name long ago. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time?
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Do you see how Marcus is giving an example of Poker to explain life? He is not really asking us to play games in life. It’s just an analogy.
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The truth is already out a long time ago. There’s nothing left to say. What’s going on man? Why are you showing me chess and the lyrics of mastermind?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the fuck am I waiting for?
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Whenever I say something. People search the past records to see if someone had said something similar or even vaguely similar. Then they resurface that quote or piece of work. Even though it’s my words that are making the impact and difference. Whatever was said in the past was incospicuous and a completely different context.…
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Why are you keeping me in the dark? What exactly am I waiting for? Why are you dragging this unnecessarily and wasting my precious time? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?
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After Will got married in 2021. I gave up and lowered my standards. I said yes to the first man who said “I love you and I want to marry you”. That was psycho divorcee. I dated psycho divorcee, guy with an ugly dick and the perfect man. Back to back. I kept saying yes…
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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise. Why are you wasting my precious time?
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Whatever he is doing is a serious crime. I highlighted multiple counts of aggressive stalking and harassment. What’s going on man? Are you even fucking listening to me?
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Do you want to explain to me why absolutely no action is taken against the aggressive stalker? Even after highlighting something extremely serious. How is everyone in this world reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet? Why is no one in the apartment speaking to this person and asking him to…
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I started feeling extremely suicidal, angry and traumatized. Which is a normal reaction to what this man has been doing since 2023. Whatever this man feels is a predatory obsession. Whatever he is doing is purely selfish, predatory and performative. He is not sorry. This is not love. This man lacks empathy and remorse. Even…
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I always walk on the left side of the apartment building in the mornings. Because there’s shade there. Also because the aggressive stalker doesn’t come this side. He never comes here. Never. I already spoke about the incident where the aggressive stalker saw me walking here a few weeks ago. And he intentionally came walking…
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People always reject new ideas and technology. Unfortunately, that’s their first response. Always. That’s how they are wired. I faced an inhuman amount of backlash and scrutiny. When I first started. Now everyone is literally my clone. The same way people are hating on AI. AI is a breakthrough invention. We can provide feedback to…
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I’m speaking my truth. This is how I really feel and think. I’m not going to betray myself and fake. Just to fit in and conform. No. It’s okay if you don’t agree with me. You don’t necessarily have to. We can agree to disagree. Note.
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AI said that this blog (please see below) has too many grammatical mistakes. I’ve written around 6.7k blogs. At this point. idgaf anymore. ’cause we’re homies. Also. I don’t know why people hate on AI. Everything is good if you use it for the right things. AI has genuinely made my life easier. I don’t…
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If you don’t agree with everything I say. That’s completely fine with me. You don’t necessarily have to agree with me and follow me like a sheep. I’m okay with being the odd one out. I’m okay with being the black sheep. I’ve always been different and unique. I never fit in. As the saying…
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Sometimes I feel my words go above everyone’s heads. I feel like I’m speaking to a brick wall. Like shouting into the void. Hence I keep repeating the same things like a crazy person. I see history repeating itself. Again and again and again. Unfortunately advices don’t stick. People don’t learn until they make the…
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I’m not speaking these things from a high horse. I’m speaking from experience. I used to do these things too. Many many years ago. I’ve been there done that. Now I’m 35 years old. So I’m sharing what I’ve learnt by making these exact mistakes when I was young. And passing the torch.
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Once this is done. I will be gatekeeping a lot of things. Because as I mentioned. I will be retiring. I’m okay with the world moving on as well. It doesn’t really make sense to continue once this is done.
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If you were so interested in my personal life. You could have just asked me. Like a normal person. I might not be rich and perfect. But I’m way too classy and sophisticated for this shit.
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I never speak about my personal life to anyone. I’m a private person. Even people close to me know only 10-20% of what I have written here. A lot of unfair things happened to me on a large scale. That no one knew about. It was important to say everything. It was important to tell…
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Also. A genuine advice. That I learnt the hard way. You should never speak about your personal life with anyone. Don’t involve a third person in your personal life. The relationship should be between you and your partner. Not you, your partner and your friends/family. Unless your partner is being abusive or doing something that…
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Women call men who read as “performative male”. But women eat, drink and breathe performative. Everything women do is performative. From the performative aesthetic Instagram pictures with fake captions. Performative TBR which they will never read. Performative reviews of books which are surface level and shallow. Performative pictures/videos with flowers. Performative pictures with fake friends.…
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You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? The truth is already out many months ago. Why the fuck are you wasting my precious time? What’s going on man?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?
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Why are you so desperate about being performative on socials? Who are you performing for? What are you trying to prove? Who are you trying to prove it to? Why are you riddled with anxiety to get the perfect performative picture? Why do you take 100 performative pictures and waste the whole day selecting one…
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Whatever the aggressive stalker is doing is a serious crime. Everyone clearly knows it. I don’t understand how everyone in this world is reading about this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. Why is no one in the apartment speaking to this man and asking him to stop? Why aren’t you taking…
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Another reason why people don’t ask questions when there are misunderstandings is because. It triggers them. They get fucked up. So they distance themselves. Also. Sometimes cut ties. It’s not malicious or ego. They won’t be in a mindspace to speak about it. Maybe they have too much on their plate and they cannot process…
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Another reason why people fail to ask questions when there are misunderstandings is because. Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan. They desperately need something against you to satisfy their demons. They don’t care about the truth or clarity. They don’t care about your side of the story. They don’t give a fuck.…
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I passed the aggressive stalker 2 times recently. While out on a walk. Because we live in the same apartment building. He was walking from the opposite direction towards me both times. Both the times when he passed me. He was staring at me. He would also turn his head in my direction when he…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out. It’s over. Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary.
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I have already spoken about everything multiple times. I have repeated myself millions of times since August 2024. I’m not interested in repeating the same bloody things every single day. It’s over. A long time ago. Please put an end to this.
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In 2023 and 2024. My throat was completely fucked. I was extremely sick, suicidal and going through something very serious. I was going to die because of my throat. Everyone in this world clearly knew about it. It wasn’t a secret. That’s when this woman was lusting at me and forcing me. She is a…
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When she gave me something to eat forcefully when I was hungry. I returned the favor and asked her to join me 2-3 times when I was stepping out. Out of courtesy. A normal person asks 2-3 times and stops. Unless it’s your best friend or boyfriend. No one asks more than that. This is…
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(Please refer to the context below) She accepted herself. “I approach people and just start talking and call them friends. I guess you don’t do that.” This is her definition of friendship. This isn’t called friendship. This isn’t how you make friends. It has to be mutual for it to be friendship. It’s not called…
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I have already given you irrefutable solid proof that there was no friendship between us. Pettigrew is not my friend. I have repeated myself millions of times. Since August 2024. There’s nothing left to say. I have already answered all your questions. We have covered all the topics in every angle possible. It’s over. It’s…
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Pettigrew’s energy was off since day one. I was constantly pushing her since day one. My intuition saved my life. My girl friends and I call each other “babe”. We say I love you all the time. We speak about everything under the sun. We hype each other up all the time. I’m the ultimate…
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It’s because of Tate McRae’s song “Like I do”. I understood Pettigrew’s true character. She was shit talking about me behind my back. I was right about her energy. I was right about her being a two face bitch. After I was sexually assaulted by the male waiter. I complained to the manager. When I…
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Between August 2024 and October 2024. Honestly I couldn’t understand what was happening. I wasn’t 100% sure Pettigrew was bisexual. I was suspicious. I didn’t want to say anything I wasn’t 100% sure about. Also Pettigrew was just a random ass side character. I don’t even think about her. She texted me, sorry I’ll lose…
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I don’t know why you keep showing me Dobby and wasting my precious time. Pettigrew is not Dobby. Even if you drag this unnecessarily every single day for a year. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s nothing left to say.
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The truth is already out a long time ago. Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary. You don’t drag things otherwise. I don’t know why you are wasting my precious time.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me Dobby? There’s literally nothing left to say. You don’t drag things otherwise. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? The truth is already out a long time ago.…
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Take care x
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Whatever I have shared is not rocket science. It’s psychology 101. These are basic life skills. I’m sharing how I function. It’s going to help you. It’s free advice. You can take it if you want to. No matter how much I say things and repeat myself like a crazy person. Sometimes I end up…
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The reason some people fail to ask questions when there are misunderstandings is because. It requires them to accept that they have insecurities. Their ego doesn’t allow this. (Root of all human problems) So they act on the misunderstandings instead. Which is a projection of their insecurities. Later, they blame the other person for it.…
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Guys. Please learn how to handle differences in opinion. Stop fretting like a two year old in kindergarten. You should learn this skill in middle school. Please stop villainizing people who have different opinions than you. Learn to agree to disagree. We can have healthy banter and discussions when we have different opinions. You don’t…
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If you are a content creator or starting something new. The goal should not be world dominance. The goal should not be to go viral by making baseless videos. The goal should be to create a community. Keep speaking your truth. The community will follow. Also. As I mentioned before. Creating content is not a…
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Fuck uniformity. But I’m all in for solidarity. Everyone is unique and different. Like different colors of the rainbow. We have different likes and dislikes and personal preferences. We speak differently. Think differently. Function differently. We have our own individuality. We cannot possibly be the same. And that’s exactly what makes us beautiful. The rainbow…
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Things happened the way it happened and wouldn’t have happened any other way. Now that I’ve cleared my name. Also. I’m still alive and things worked out for me. I’m kinda glad that things happened the way it happened. Because of what happened in September 2024. I was able to give irrefutable solid proofs. To…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What exactly am I waiting for? What’s going on man?
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Ginny is fucking hot. I’m sure if she wants to get married or wants a girlfriend. It’s easy and effortless. She’s an entirely different person with a different heart and mind. I cannot control her. She fell in love with me on her own free will. It’s the same for me. If I want a…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? What’s going on man? What the fuck am I waiting for?
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I’ve recounted everything to the best of my memories. ICYMI. I forgot to add this in the consolidated blog. Note.
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I missed out on a lot of small details when I consolidated and spoke about things. I’m unable to remember every single detail properly. But I have already mentioned them previously in my blogs. So I guess you already have that information? I don’t even know man. Sometimes I feel like I’m speaking to a…
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I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The truth is already out many months ago. The liars are already in front of the world. It’s over. A long time ago. I’ve gone to the root of the problem. I’ve explained, cleared, clarified and proved every single thing. I’ve given you irrefutable…
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I’ve been speaking to my therapist Kruti since 2023. I must have made more than 100 mistakes while speaking. I’ve been making youtube videos since 2022. Again I must have made more than 100 mistakes while speaking. You can listen to my calls. Also watch my videos again. You are cherry picking the one mistake…
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I’ve already spoken about everything multiple times. I’ve repeated myself millions of times. It’s over man. Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary.
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I’ve already given you solid proof that I didn’t know that the law was involved and I was framed. Till I saw it online at the end of 2024. I’ve already given you solid proof that whatever proof I’ve given you is impromptu and real time.
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I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. I finished writing in August 2024. Pettigrew is an entirely different person with a different heart and mind. I cannot control her. I cannot control her lies. I cannot control her lust. Everything that happened after August 2024. Was impromptu and real time. Because I did…
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There’s nothing left to say. Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary. I don’t know why you are dragging this unnecessarily. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important?
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As I mentioned multiple times before. I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. I had nothing against Pettigrew. But after what she did to me. I don’t care. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs as well. I don’t care even if she dies. Please stop wasting my precious time.…
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Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for a year. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s nothing left to say. Even you know this is a waste of time. The truth is already out many months ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me Dobby? There’s nothing left to say. It’s over man. The truth is already out many months ago.
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The person who was controlling my surroundings and content. Was also constantly causing psychological pain for entertainment purposes.
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There’s nothing left to say. Why are you keeping me in the dark? Do you know how difficult it is to wait this way?
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Why are you wasting my precious time? You don’t drag things otherwise. What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind?
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Also. For the record. The famous quote that gets thrown around online. “If your girl doesn’t go psycho on you from time to time, she doesn’t love you.“ Is a truck load of bullshit. If a woman has behavioural issues. She lacks emotional maturity. She doesn’t have the ability to respect boundaries. She lacks emotional…
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Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? Why the fuck are you wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily.
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Understand when things have reached its due course and put an end to it. Wrap it up. Stop wasting everyone’s precious time. You don’t drag things otherwise. I don’t know why you are wasting time now.
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Why are you wasting my precious time? Even you know dragging this is unnecessary and a waste of time. Why are you doing man? Is this how the law works in this country? Do you waste everyone’s time this way? Unnecessarily. Even after the truth is already out. It’s time to do some rethinking and…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily. There’s nothing left to say. Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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On retrospect. I’m glad it didn’t work out with psycho divorcee. I’m glad that I didn’t marry him. God. I was so fucking stupid back then. I just blindly said yes to the men who said I love you. I didn’t check anything about them. I didn’t know I could just break up. I never…
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I miss Ginny so much. Whenever I think about her. My heart does a little somersault. My feelings are mostly dormant these days. So a little. I’m kinda fucked mentally and physically. I don’t feel good anymore. I feel like shit. I’m losing my patience. Because I’m being kept in the dark and I’m waiting.…
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When I was continuously sexually assaulted by the public. I didn’t tell anyone. The only person I mentioned it to was Dumbledore. It happened around the same time. I’m good at giving a blow job. Because Bellatrix trained me by showing me videos. I don’t enjoy it. Nor do I like it. He used me…
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During the incident with Bellatrix. When he sexually assaulted me multiple times and raped me. My brain wasn’t developed. I didn’t know anything about the world. I didn’t know what was sexual assault, rape, blow job, dating. etc. I just kept crying all the time because he was hurting me. I didn’t know that I…
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One day when psycho divorcee was planning to meet. I got my period. So he cancelled the plan. He was just using me for sex and fingering. Also because he wanted a hot girlfriend to hang out with his friends group. He had no interest in spending time with me and getting to know me.…
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Psycho divorcee is an incel patriarchal misogynistic malayali man. He was a gang lord. I was really scared of him. Because of his sudden anger issues. He was mentally unstable. He also had an ego bigger than his head. He is like Andrew Tate’s cousin brother. After he met my friend Neethu. He was obsessed…
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Sex is not worth the hype. Unless you are doing it with someone you love. You are making love. It’s not worth it. I have never done it with someone I love. I didn’t meet Will when I was in love with him. When Ginny and I were finally going to “do it”. Shit happened.…
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Psycho divorcee used to put hair oil and coconut oil in my vagina. I said no. Because it was burning. He got angry and shouted saying I don’t know anything. Because I have no experience. I was a virgin and also I never finger. Also I wasn’t turned on. So having sex with me was…
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There’s a fine line between healthy para social relationships and predatory obsession. One is a healthy unrequited love. (Platonic or romantic) The other is scary and alarming. Please don’t cross that line. Or you’ll end up in a place surrounded by lines. You know the prison bars. Don’t be borderline predatory as well. Because even…
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Initially when I started dating in 2019. I was really innocent and naive. So I made a lot of mistakes and blunders. I treated trash like pizza. When I should have just trashed it. (Example – psycho divorcee, the guy with an ugly dick and perfect man. Etc) Anyway. Now I know better. Now I…
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Honestly. All this petty middle school man made first world problems are beneath me. But yeah. Now I’m educated on it. When you go through real shit in life. All this is just child’s play. I don’t know why people behave like toddlers and play all these stupid games. It’s beneath me.
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I understood the meaning of the word betrayal. After watching Anti-Hero MV by Taylor Swift. The famous. I didn’t know the meaning properly before this. I knew things but I didn’t know things at the same time. Also. My therapist Kruti explained a lot of things to me. Which I didn’t know before. I didn’t…
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It was Nikita Metha who explained the meaning of ego to me. I remember it clearly because I didn’t know that word existed before she told me. We were in the cab in 2019. That’s when she told me. I don’t think she will remember it. She explained a lot of things to me. She…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily. What the fuck am I waiting for?
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If a certain way of speaking and empathy wasn’t working out. Why was it carried on? Why was the whole world made to speak that way? What the actual fuck?
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I didn’t even know how to frame a single sentence properly. Voldemort told everyone that I’m using horcruxes. She is so beyond cruel. I was really good and innocent. Everyone always likes me. I was in the public eye. Voldemort knew I was innocent. Everything started because Voldemort was jealous. She paved the way. Death…
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I already spoke about the perfect man in detail multiple times. Hence I’m not speaking about him.
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The guy with an ugly dick was extremely disgusting, vulgar and cheap. He would call me on video and spit on the screen. Or show his ass. Or shave his dick. He was trying to be cool and playful. But in reality it was vulgar and disgusting. He was a disgusting person.
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Psycho divorcee just wanted a hot girlfriend to show off to his friends group. Also someone to fuck. Before going to Dubai. We never met on a one on one date. Every single time that we met his friends were present. Or it was in his friend’s house with his group. He never spent alone…
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I already had too much on my plate. Rachel Catherine, aggressive stalker and the book community. Set my plate on fire. On top of all this. The person who was controlling my surroundings and content. Was the real demon. That person was desperately trying to silence me and bury the truth. Was desperately trying to…
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Every single time something happens. People gang up and start torturing me. Based on lies and manipulations. And call it karma. No one asks me what happened and my side of the story. I’m not only faced with the problem. But also public scrutiny. Not only was the world invading in my personal space and…
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Whatever people are calling “innocent enquiring and innocent socialising” is not fucking innocent. It’s much deeper than that. Because if someone is really a friend. They will behave like one. Even after clearly knowing and understanding fully what you are going through. They won’t intentionally taunt you with their “innocent enquiring/questions”.
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We are all adults here. People clearly know and understand what they are doing. Everyone clearly knows the complexity of the situation that I’m existing in. It’s crystal clear. If someone is really my friend. They will behave like one. They won’t intentionally play games or bring up topics that can easily be avoided. This…
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(Please see the below memes) These two memes are contradictory. Because we still respect Jon Snow. But not Joffrey. Joffrey proactively says “I’m a king”. Hence it’s boastful and centered in ego. Whatever Jon Snow says is a response to a disrespectful statement. Hence it is centered in dignity. I don’t proactively say “I’m successful…
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I hate to break it to you. But just because you are wearing a hot dress. Doesn’t automatically make you look hot. The dress is hot, yes. But most of you are not. There is a fine line between vulgar and hot. Most women cross that line. Most women look vulgar and repulsive. Women have…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me chess? There’s nothing left to say.
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I dated the guy with an ugly dick just for a month and half. He kept coming to my apartment to meet me. He kept asking me to be his girlfriend. He was obsessed with me. We met a couple of times. We kissed a few times. It wasn’t that great. Because I wasn’t turned…
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Also. I wasn’t turned on because my prolactin level was high. After that I dated the guy with an ugly dick. Then the perfect man. They were horrible too. I already told you everything. It was an extremely traumatic and disturbing experience. I dated them back to back. Because Will Newman got married. So I…
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Each time that we had sex and we were intimate. Psycho divorcee was angry. If I say a single word or start speaking. He used to shout at me. He would directly finger or put his dick inside. Without any foreplay or kissing or anything of that sort. He used to watch porn to get…
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He then invited me to his house to stay with him for 3 days. I told my parents that I’m staying with Nikita Metha. We had sex 2 times. It was fine. He wore a condom. I hated it though. I wasn’t really turned on. He invited me again for a sleepover before leaving for…
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Psycho divorcee manipulated me to have sex with him. He kept saying he loves me and I’m his. If he doesn’t have sex with me. Who else will he have sex with. He kept forcing me to go to the OYO room. I kept saying no. He said he wants to get married and he…
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I’ve tried weed just 2 times btw. I hated it both times. I hate it so much. I smoked only for a month. After that I haven’t looked back. I hate it. I hate it so much. I’ve had sex only with Psycho divorcee. 5 times. I hated it. I hate it so much. I…
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If you ask me I feel in your 20s you should try everything. Like smoking, drinking, weed, sex, kissing random hot men, getting your heart broken. Etc. Later you move on because now you know better. And then you can say, “I’ve been there and done that”. But you no longer do it because it…
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I always keep it casual unless I feel a sense of connection and trust. In friendships and also while dating. My one leg is always outside the door. Unless it’s a fuck yes. That’s why I recommend putting yourself out there and dating/speaking to a bunch of people casually. Also socialising casually. Because the more…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What exactly am I waiting for? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?
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My boundaries, personal space and privacy has to be respected strictly. My boundaries are non-negotiable. When I say NO. It’s non-negotiable. No means No. No is a full sentence. When I say NO it has to be respected. These are basic human rights. If there’s any kinda shady unethical behaviour. I’m going to be extremely…
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Please don’t support the perpetrators and normalise their behaviours. When you support them. You are enabling it. When you enable it. People will have the mentality that. It’s okay to cross my boundaries and misbehave. Because they will get public support. They will get attention, glory and perks. That’s exactly what they want. It’s a…
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Aggressive stalker is performing in front of the world. He just wants the attention, glory and perks that come attached to me. We don’t have that kind of relationship/ friendship. He is just a random ass neighbour and a stalker. I’ve been saying a clear NO and I’m not interested. Since 2023. This is not…
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People are bullshitting in front of the world. They are performing. Everything is theatrics. They are desperate to keep their good name in front of the world at all costs. Please don’t believe anything you hear about me. Good or bad. Yes, even good. Unless I say it. Please don’t believe anything. Unless you tell…
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All women are bisexual. There’s no such thing as 100% straight in women. They are lying if they say otherwise. Everyone in this world masturbates. Does anyone want to explain to me why I’m being targeted?
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Why are you dragging things unnecessarily? You don’t drag things otherwise. What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me chess? There’s nothing left to say. It’s over.
rachana rajan <3 