(Trigger warning : rape)
(fanfic in Harry’s POV)
Did I tell you about the time Bellatrix Lestrange assaulted me? (let’s grab a champagne and sit down for this one)
When I didn’t know what’s dating long time ago, Bellatrix Lestrange happened to me(in my story it’s a he, but humor me will you). She took away my joy and replaced it with sorrow, no surprise there cause that’s what death eaters do.
She kept sexting me forcefully when I didn’t know I could block and end it. She kept begging me to go to her house when I didn’t know I could block and end it. She took advantage of the fact that I only wanted to have my first real kiss and turned it into episodes of sexual assaults at her house and did the most unthinkable things.
She used to forcefully remove my clothes and make me stand and stare at me and constantly told me she loved me. She would ask me to kiss him and take videos of us kissing and constantly told me she loved me. I was really not okay with any of those things I would come back home and cry, not understanding what happened. She used to remove my clothes forcefully each and every time no matter how many times I said no.
She used to force me to send her nudes every single day, literally force till I sent it. I had no idea what is a blowjob and had never seen a dick before I met her but she forced me to do that as well. She used to force me to pleasure her. She took as much advantage of me as she could.
I didn’t realize why I used to cry on the way to her house in bus every time. She claimed to have loved me and I didn’t understand then how fake it was. All she wanted was someone to sexually assault and satisfy her evil heart.
One day we met her friends for a movie and while we were sitting with them, suddenly without any reason she started shouting at me saying we are just friends and she doesn’t love me, I started crying without understanding what happened and when we would be alone the assault continued and she would say things like she doesn’t want anyone to know about us and she wants to keep it a secret.
She kept assaulting me and talking about having sex with me everyday and finally I said okay, because I was stupid. When I said that, she told me she loved me a lot. When we were going to do it though, I said no because I wasn’t ready, but she forced herself on me. I started screaming and crying and she closed my mouth and raped me. I didn’t realize until much much later that it is rape. The next day she ended things and started calling me ugly and mentally assaulted me.
She sexually and mentally assaulted me a lot. She even took a lot of money from me, she kept borrowing money saying she is broke. Every time we used to go out, whenever the bill came, she would excuse herself and go to the loo and come back only after I’ve paid and ready to leave, every single time. Bellatrix asked me to keep this a secret and manipulated the whole thing at Askaban and made it look like I was behind Bellatrix and she was just being friends. (no, I’m not the stupid girl that Barney Stinson dates, but I can surely get that part hands down).
She used me as much as she could and left me to die by spreading rumors about me and making me look bad.
I kept crying at Askaban for months and months and got lost in my own world without realizing what really happened.
After a year, I read an article about marital rape and that’s when I realized what really happened and it all started making sense.
champagne problem? seems like it.
Alexa please play “Vigilante Shit by Taylor Swift”.
Did I tell her white collar crimes to the FBI?
rachana rajan <3 