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(Fanfic)

Harry used to live in a house the size of match box when he was young.

James potter was always hot headed and used to beat him, Lily potter and his brother all the time. He used to always verbally abuse them. There was always fights. There wasn’t a day without fight. Lily potter used to beat up Harry too. Harry’s brother used to hit him too. Harry was almost always invisible. James Potter used to drag Harry by the hand to the gate and dip his brother’s head in bucket of water when he used to get angry. He was worse than a drunkard.

When Harry grew up. When he wanted to study for college, his brother wanted to study too. He used to read loudly and study and Harry just couldn’t do it. So Harry would sleep and plan on waking up early and study. But when he used to wake up early the light would bother his brother and he would scream to turn it off and Lily potter used to come running and turn it off. So Harry used to cry and wait for hours for them to wake up to study.

Lily Potter used to make a big fuss of eating each meal, when Harry wasn’t hungry sometimes Lily used to force the food down his throat. James Potter used to continue to be angry and torment them.

After few years of this, they moved to a slightly bigger house and Harry’s brother got married and moved away. Harry grew up and made friends who were extremely toxic. After the toxic episode with friends when Harry used to return home, James potter would beat him up, kick him and hit him with whatever he got in his hands for coming home at 7pm. This continued for a long time. James Potter continued to verbally abuse Harry and Lily.

When Harry would face issues with friends or the women he used to date, he would come home and cry. But he would never get any privacy. When he would close the door to cry, Lily Potter would continuously bang on the door asking him to open the door and would have a break down. When Harry used to finally open the door Lily used to hit him badly and cry. This continued for a while and James Potter removed the lock of the door.

When Harry would want to use the bathroom, James Potter used to comment Harry is going in there to masturbate. Harry was in mental torment. But he stayed quiet. When Harry would wear shorts James Potter’s eyes would only be on his legs and wouldn’t budge. When Harry wears a tight tee shirt, James Potter would only look at his chest and no where else, his eyes would be glued to Harry’s chest. Harry used to get mentally tormented and spoke to friends and Dumbledore, but they blamed this on Harry’s mind too like everything else.

Harry kept dying inside. Harry was sexually abused outside too. When he used to come home, there was a lot of domestic abuse. When Harry started working from home James Potter used to verbally abuse and torment him all the time. Some days Harry used to cry and beg them to let him work. There was always fights between Lily and James, almost everyday.

Once there was an issue with the commode, but nothing was done about it, so Harry called a plumber because he couldn’t take it anymore. But James Potter kept verbally abusing Harry and said that he is showing off that he has money. When Harry used to order food or groceries James Potter used to verbally abuse Harry and torment him.

When Harry used to tell Lily he is going out to meet his friends, Lily used to beat him up before going, asking him not to go. His friends were toxic AF and after that when used to come home, James Potter used to beat him up.

Harry finally had the money to buy the clothes he wanted, but when he would buy them and come home, Lily and James Potter would verbally abuse him.

Dumbledore thought Harry was sick and kept feeding Harry magic portion, which made Harry loose himself. Harry was completely lost and faded away. The death eaters made up bullshit about him and the wizarding world believed it. Harry had no say in things. Harry’s friends used to treat him like a doormat and family kept harassing him.

Harry finally bought a house and moved to a slightly bigger place. Lily and James Potter’s abuse and harassment continued. When Harry used to come back home after a toxic episode of women he used to date, Lily Potter used to verbally abuse him.

Harry’s brother kept taunting Harry that he doesn’t want his kid to be like Harry. Harry brother’s wife kept tormenting Harry and disrespecting him badly.

Harry kept making Lily and James understand the way of life. Harry kept asking for space and freedom after a lifetime of abuse. Harry realized he isn’t sick. Harry realized his friends were never his friends.

Harry put an end to the doormat treatment and started speaking up.

Now Harry is not afraid anymore.

Harry goes out to the world and pretends like nothing happened.