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(Fanfic)

Long time ago Harry was best friends with Lucius Malfoy because he was stupid. He was an emotional vampire who used to send Harry 50 text messages at a time saying he wants to die and he wants his parents dead whenever he was fucked up. Harry used to get fucked up because of his messages and when Harry started opening up about his past he would ghost him. He used to reappear again when he wanted something from Harry or when he is used to have break ups. He mentioned to Harry that he texts Harry only because he responds to his messages.

This continued for a very long time and Harry as always was oblivious and treated him like a best friend. He started telling him about how Bellatrix Lestrange raped him and took advantage of him and how he was in love with Gilderoy Lockhart. Harry shared all his secrets with him. Harry helped Lucius even though he was friends with Harry only for his selfish needs.

Harry told him what happened with his school friends and how they made him crazy by sending his texts back to him constantly and how they spoke to him and explained the whole misunderstanding to him. Harry said to him that he is finally happy and at peace.

At that time Harry was dating Gilderoy Lockhart. Harry believed his lies and didn’t know how fake he was and he was a fuckboy. Lockhart kept telling Harry that he liked him and used to text Harry every single day. He used to send him hearts and kissies and used to listen to him and be there for him. He used to sext Harry almost everyday. Lockhart told him he wasn’t sure about Harry and needed sometime to decide like a typical fuckboy. He kept leading Harry on.

Meanwhile, Lucius had a break up again and started texting Harry again. He told Harry he wants to die and wants to see a psychiatrist. So Harry asked Lockhart to cheer up Lucius. Lucius said to Harry that he likes Lockhart and he is feeling better now. Harry had a breakdown and said to Lucius he is in love with Lockhart (he thought he was at that time) so Lucius told Harry he won’t talk to him again, which Harry never asked from Lucius. Harry told him he can talk to Lockhart if he wants to.

Harry let it go and moved on with his life but Lockhart completely changed. Lockhart started avoiding Harry’s messages. Whenever Harry used to call Lucius, he used to talk about Lockhart and when Harry asked him if he was talking to Lockhart he would say no and then again continued talking about Lockhart. This fucked Harry completely.

Lucius sent Harry 100 messages saying he wants to die because he is missing his ex, which fucked up Harry as always, Harry asked Lucius to wait because he knew Lucius’s ex and Harry knew that his ex will start missing him (Harry was right because his ex did start missing him after 2 months). Lucius manipulated the whole thing and made it look like Harry was giving him hopes making Harry look bad.

Harry went to Lucius’s house because they were going to attend a wedding. Lucius said to Harry indirectly that he likes Lockhart and he is pursuing him because he likes men who are successful and directly he said to him that they aren’t talking. This fucked Harry up and he came back home.

Whenever Harry would talk about Lockhart, he would ask him to talk to the death eater friend at Askaban and when he used to go to Askaban the death eater friend would constantly tell Harry that she says I like you to creepy men so that they would stop texting her and I like you doesn’t really mean anything.

Harry was fucked up because of this mess. Harry messaged Lucius about the same and he called Harry negative for opening up, when the real negative and toxic person was Lucius. Lucius said to Harry that he doesn’t want to talk to Harry anymore. Because he had Lockhart to talk to now and he didn’t need Harry anymore to unload his trauma.

After a while Harry started missing Lucius and called him and he started talking about Lockhart again and Harry asked him again if he was talking to Lockhart and he said he will send him a screenshot. In the screenshot Lucius is manipulating Lockhart saying he was Harry’s rebound guy(even though he knows Harry was in love with Lockhart and Bellatrix was a rapist) and Lockhart is telling Lucius that he never dated Harry and they were just friends.

After reading that Harry had a mental break down at Askaban. Harry said to Lucius he can’t be friends with him cause he is fucking him up because of the gaslighting. Everyone in Askaban started harrassing Harry. The death eaters said to Harry that Lockhart can never like him and if he knew “what he was”. Death eaters kept manipulating Harry and started calling Harry evil because he said he likes Lockhart and Lucius betrayed him.

The death eaters at Askaban kept manipulating Harry and mentally tormenting him. They kept telling him what ever happened between him and Lockhart was just his delusion.

Harry didn’t blame Lucius saying there was something between him and Lockhart, it was because Lucius kept talking about him and lying to Harry that they were not talking that fucked up Harry. The gaslighting. Lucius manipulated the whole thing and told the world that Harry doubted him.

Harry’s manager at Askaban called Harry to a room and spoke to him inappropriately, he said that Harry can call him in the middle of the night if he wants to be satisfied. He also said that Harry lives in a gutter and the people at Askaban are just cleaning the gutter. Harry lost his mind and went home and didn’t go to Askaban.

Whenever he would talk to Lucius he would send his messages back to him just like how his school friends used to do. Harry kept asking him whats wrong with him and he would pretend to be innocent.

During this time Harry kept quiet and started crying and feeling suicidal and Lucius messaged him saying he is extremely happy and sent him a dance video where he is laughing and dancing. He didn’t even ask Harry if he was okay. Harry just said to him he is happy for him and stopped talking to Lucius.

The wizarding world started calling Harry a psycho and started sending hate messages to Harry which he couldn’t understand why. Harry faded away. Harry got reduced to nothing. Harry completely stopped talking to Lockhart and Lucius.

Harry started fading away and lost the will to live. Dumbledore thought that Harry was sick and kept feeding him magic portion which made Harry weak AF. The wizarding world called Harry many things. The death eaters made Harry look bad and called him a creepy stalker, when to be honest Harry has never stalked anyone in his life. They cover their noses when Harry spoke to them when Harry didn’t have bad breath. They say Harry farted? which Harry doesn’t even know how it came into picture. They say Harry stares, when Harry doesn’t even remember staring at anyone after he grew up. They just wanted Harry to look bad. The wizarding world believed that BS. Lily Potter and James Potter wanted Harry dead as well. Everyone kept harassing Harry and there was a lot of hatred towards him.

When Harry met his friends they kept mentally tormenting him and called him fake for crying. They kept calling him creepy and psycho.

Harry kept feeling negative and suicidal. But he held on.

After months of this, Lockhart messaged Harry and asked Harry to meet him and kissed Harry. Harry kissed him back and Lochart said no no with his hands, to make it look like Harry was the one who wanted to kiss him. Harry looked at him puzzled and Lockhart whispered to him that people are watching. Lockhart asked Harry if he wanted to go to a hotel and Harry denied.

After he came back home, Lily and James Potter kept staring at him like he committed a murder and Lily Potter said to Harry that no matter how many times Lockhart said no, Harry kept kissing him and what’s wrong with him and she said Harry snatched Lockhart from Lucius. Harry had a break down again. Harry didn’t know how to explain to Lily about what happened in real.

When Harry would go to Askaban, they kept saying that Harry is fake and kept torturing Harry mentally and asking him to quit. They would say things like the wizading world made the bad guy a superhero.

The manger who spoke inappropriately kept torturing Harry until he quit.

Harry completely broke into pieces and finally left Azkaban.

After that whenever Harry tried talking to Lucius he would send his messages back to him and say I didn’t do anything.

Now when Harry thinks about it, he was never in love with Lockhart. That wasn’t love. Lockhart was as fake as it comes and is a fuckboy. Harry was never friends with Lucius. Lucius doesn’t know what friendship is and he is fake AF too.

Time has passed and Harry has moved on and Harry feels Lucius and Lockhart is made for each other and they should get married and have kids and name them Fakery and Fakerish.

And you know what? Harry just doesn’t give a fuck anymore.