(fanfic in Harry’s POV)
Life has no meaning anymore.
Now that I know everything and everything makes sense, I do not have any headache. I have put the baggage down and behind me. I feel light as a popcorn.
But yeah, I don’t know what I am living for? I do not feel like dating anyone or even talking to men and women or even friends. I do not feel like going anywhere. I don’t feel like doing anything. It feels like I am facing a blank white wall and I am stopped in front of it. I was almost hit by a bus one hour back and I don’t know, that didn’t scare me? Because I have nothing to loose.
I have heard and experienced every pain there is to experience. I feel like a zombie now, emotionless. Nothing really excites me anymore.
I am not worried about getting married or finding someone. I am not worried that I am not doing the job I love. I am no longer concerned about changing the world or finding my purpose. I am no longer interested in shopping or reading. I don’t care what’s for dinner, I’ll eat anything.
It feels like the time is just passing and I am standing still in front of that blank wall.
Is this how it feels like when you loose someone you love?
rachana rajan <3 