(fanfic in Harry’s POV)
I was pushed back down again but I am back up on my feet and now I am dancing.
Time and time again I am pushed down by the world and by the weight of my mistakes and also because of heaps of misunderstanding.
I’ve learnt that’s how life is, problems are never ending. Some of it might be created because I am a bitch, ’cause hi, I am also a problem.
I was complaining to my therapist the other day for an hour and got anxiety later on because of complaining (I hate complaining). But after talking to him for an hour I realized I need to work on myself and my problems and find smaller and achievable goals to drive away this depression that’s looming over me.
Hence, I got a makeover and decided that I need to socialize and get out there and meet people organically, well not to date but just talk and not feel alone. We are social beings and social interactions are so necessary to fuel us, at least for me.
Doing things alone is necessary but social interactions are important just as much for me. So like a typical Bangalorean I have decided to join cult and enjoy the traffic filled road and go to office. For now that’s some achievable goals.
Life just goes on, no matter what happens and how many times I fall down. Life might be all about getting back up everyday and dancing. It might take time for me to feel myself again but I do see changes already. I am not under my blanket anymore even if I want to be because its hot AF. I am ready to get out there and go into the world and do my best.
’cause Así es la vida, sí
Yeah, that’s just life, baby
Yeah, love came around and it knocked me down
But I’m back on my feet
Así es la vida, sí
Yeah, that’s just life, baby
I was barely standin’, but now I’m dancin’
rachana rajan <3 