how does it happen ?

(fanfic in Harry’s POV)

How does it happen that one magical night at 3.40AM, my heart doesn’t ache anymore even though there are bandages holding it together?

How does it happen that my life which was so meaningless and blank couple of months ago is painted gold, brown and all those beautiful shades in the rainbow?

How does it happen that I didn’t need an other man’s love to heal my broken heart, but all I needed was to get lost in the pages of fiction and beautiful words woven together and sung by those who experienced the similar kind of pain?

How does it happen that suddenly I’m so light that I’m floating in the sky with the fluffy clouds and my heart is oozing out love for the lil joys in life?

How does it happen that the ginormous mountain that was in front of me is now under my feet ’cause I’m standing on top of it and feeling closer to God than ever?

How does it happen that the words that scarred me is now so weak that I don’t shed even a single drop of my precious tear and the scar is fading fast?

I wonder how does it happen that when I form words into sentences and put them out to the world, the world feels those words too?

And you say you don’t believe in magic?

*lumos*

This is the light that is shining bright in the sky, ’cause we’re as bright as a sky full of stars.

And in a sky full of stars I still see him, but it doesn’t hurt anymore and I’m smiling because we might never bridge that five feet gap between us, but it’s somehow okay now : )