rachana rajan <3

I want to thank every beautiful person I’ve met and loved. Every person I loved but was a lesson.

Every beautiful book I’ve read, songs I’ve listened to and movies/shows I’ve watched.

I want to thank my family and chosen family.

I’m thankful to God for being there for me on my journey and my guardian angels for watching over me and everyone around the world who stood by my side when I healed and grew. I wouldn’t be here without you.

I wish I could take away the pain of everyone hurting in this world. But I don’t know how to. I cannot address a crowd and it would hurt me immensely if I see someone hurting. I’m not mentally capable of doing so.

So I would like to say, hypothetically, if I made money by writing this and through my YouTube, I want that money to go to charity and make sure it goes to the right people. Because I’ve always wanted to do charity.

I also want it to go as bonus to people who need it the most but are not earning enough.

Because I wouldn’t know how to do that even if I had the money. I’m clueless about a lot of things.

Maybe when I grow some more and learn, I would be able to do that myself. But now is not the time.

I wish I could repay my loan and have enough money to go by till I grow old. I don’t really have any big dreams so I don’t think I need a lot of money, just enough to live a comfortable life is what I want out of YouTube because I’m struggling with my job.

All this is hypothetical situation I know, but just saying 🙂