Why apps are not for me.

(fanfic from Harry’s POV)

I don’t think dating and matrimony apps are for me.

I mean, I do meet men there whom I would like to talk to. Well the conversation goes well too, for a day or two. Then they start saying things like they want to kiss me or meet me and I politely say I’m not ready. They get offended because apparently that hurts their ego and they end things and I say, I wasn’t attracted you anyway. And repeat.

I don’t really get this, to be honest. Am I supposed to feel like kissing a man I’ve never met? Am I supposed to be dying to meet a stranger who could actually be a serial killer?

Why all this rush?

(They aren’t Will or Ginny for me to feel like doing that, ’cause there is only one Will and one Ginny in this world, oh and btw I was slow with them too and they were patient enough to wait)

AAH. I’ve spoken to so many crazy crazy people on these apps that now I’m done.

I’d rather meet someone organically, if it ever comes my way.

I don’t really approach anyone though, ’cause in my mind I don’t really know if someone wants to be with me, even if I find someone attractive when I step out, you know?