Money.

If I had money, I could finally move out of my home. (My parents don’t really understand that the peace of mind that I take hours to build when I’m sad, they destroy it in a split second with their words and they’ve been doing this since forever. No it doesn’t mean I don’t love them because I still do. It just means I need my freedom and space.)

If I had money , I could finally buy that oversized jacket and pricey trainers from H&M.

If I had money, I could finally do charity.

If I had money, I could finally travel the world.

If I had money, I could finally prioritise my self respect and quit my job.

If I had money, I could finally do my bit to the society.

If I had money, I could finally repay my loan.

If only I had it, I might still be stingy but I could finally be free from these shackles that’s tying me down in situations I don’t want to be in.

That’s why I keep writing and doing YouTube because someday they will wake up and realise how badly I need it.