Whirlwind in my head (continued)

(from Harry’s POV)

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Harry buys a cake for his parents anniversary and James Potter throws it and shouts at him.

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Harry’s brother asks him to come home on Harry’s birthday and keeps complaining about the price of the cake he bought for Harry.

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Harry’s brother doesn’t even say thank you when Harry wishes him for his birthday and he doesn’t wish Harry for his birthday.

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Harry badly wants answers and he goes to his brother’s house and his brother’s wife closes the door on his face.

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His brother’s wife is demeaning Harry and telling him he can’t live by himself and if he is moving out, never to call his parents again. (Harry’s didn’t say he wants to move out because he doesn’t love his parents)

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His brother’s wife is making fun of him saying, “everyone got promoted and you are lazy and you have to work with new joiners”, she starts laughing and tells him, “people will keep joining and you are going to be stuck there.”

Harry tries to explain to her that she doesn’t understand what’s happening at work, she tells him that she knows everything that happens in companies. Harry tries to explain the Ministry process and the egoistic bitch shuts him off saying, “why are you telling me this”, after demeaning him.

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Harry keeps telling Dumbledore what happened and Dumbledore blames everything on his sanity.

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Harry is a crumpled up piece of paper lying on the floor, wishing the world stops hurting him and stops exchanging information about him without his consent and taking his videos without his consent. He wants a way out and keeps feeling suicidal.

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Harry’s parents keeps triggering and hurting him intentionally so that he shouts and they can prove to the world he is crazy.

Harry is unable to come out of that trauma even after months. Harry is struggling to keep it together and wants to go somewhere far far away.

God, “please hold on.”