rachana rajan <3

(from Harry’s POV)

Whenever I set boundaries with my parents or shout at them, I end up feeling guilty.

I might be right in my place and they might be right in thiers and when we collide, it’s a train wreck and there are casualties, whether I like it or not.

Because I know they mean well. My mom gets so emotional always. I really don’t know how to help her and soothe her feelings or what to say and do.

I tend to over explain myself.

I keep saying sorry in my head again and again but idk why it’s so difficult to say it out loud. I really don’t know.

Our relationship is so entangled and knotted. It’s difficult to straighten it out, you know.

I keep trying and trying. Maybe the problem is me and I should stop expecting them to behave the way I want them to.

I’m not really sure where the problem lies anymore, you know. I’m not really sure what the solution is too. It’s all just a huge mess which I’m trying to clean with my makeshift tiny broom which is not designed to clean that mess.