(from Harry’s POV)
One more thing is that since everyone talks to me in a certain way, they think I’m doing it too, which is not true because I really honest to God don’t have that capability. The only thing I did was to love and forgive people even after they hurt me continuously.
Because people speak to me a certain way, they have that guilt which is making them think that I’m doing it too. This seed of doubt was planted by my so called school friends which I’m 100% positive about. I can’t believe it carried on for so long.
Anyway, nothing can be done now.
After much struggle and mistakes, I have learnt to write that way though.
I’ve been thinking about it and I feel I need to work on my communication skills.
Things are black and white for me. When I love someone I love them unconditionally and when dislike them, I do it directly. I do not keep people in my life if I dislike them and taunt and betray etc.
I hope you understand me going forward.
Therapy has helped me so much. It made me see things clearly and helped me realize that I’ve been normal my whole life.
And I have learnt to set boundaries and love myself, which I feel I couldn’t have done without help.
So I encourage everyone to talk to someone.
Take Care.
xx.