rachana rajan <3

(from Harry’s POV)

I just remembered that I even sang in front of the whole class in my childhood. I don’t remember when things changed though.

My experience with men (continued)

I faked a lot in the past and have said to men that I liked them, when in reality I didn’t. I always felt something was wrong with me because I was never turned on by anyone, so I faked to blend in.

I faked a lot with bellatrix lestrange too. But I clearly said no before she raped me and clearly said no every single time before the sexual assualts.

List of people I’ve liked for real are :

(made up names in order)

Lockhart.

Ren

Milan

Will

manager

Neethu

Chinthu

Ginny

Symran

Umbridge

few random women on bumble.

One guy, I forgot his name.

Lesli

Krishna

That’s it (women was just online).

I didn’t mean it when I said I liked everyone else apart from above. I mean, I did like them, but it was platonic.

I like people platonically. I was just not able to understand before. I don’t want anyone I didn’t like to think I liked them, so I listed it out to clear it.