rachana rajan <3

(from Harry’s POV)

I don’t know if anyone is listening?

I really want to make YouTube as my full time job.

It makes me feel alive every time I do it.

I feel a sense of joy when I do it and write these fanfics. It doesn’t drain me to do this no matter how sick I am.

I’m really positive this is what I want to do in life.

This is it, this is what I want.

My own community on YouTube, to help and share things I learn to the world. To share things I love. To talk and talk my heart out and write about things I experience.

I have already faced all the problems of being successful, I’m able to handle it so far, initially I couldn’t because I didn’t know what was happening and now I do.

I want this, please just do something.

Please just give this to me because I have reached a saturation point with my work. I cannot move forward anymore and they are doing everything to make me quit as well.

I cannot be a content writer because I want my words to flow according to my will and way.

I want to be a writer.

I want control of what I do and what I want to write.

And this is it.

I’m ready.

Just make it happen!!!!

I don’t know if people talking to me directly will cause social anxiety. But whatever is happening right now is kinda manageable.

Please figure out a way.

I don’t know how but think?