Dear Diary.

I was feeling suicidal so I confronted my father for staring at my body and my mother attacked me for saying it and blamed me instead of blaming him.

I called out their shit today.

They have been constantly torturing me since I spoke about the domestic violence because they didn’t want to take accountability for their mistakes and they wanted desperately to show to the world I’m sick when I’m not.

They both have been continuously torturing me since I was born.

But the torture has been extreme since I spoke openly about the violence. They have been desperately trying to make me shout and look crazy and they smile every time I do.

I don’t know how I survived but I did.

I just want to move out of the house. I’ve already made the money to do that, but it’s not given to me.

I don’t know why the world is watching me suffer every day and watching me feel suicidal everyday without helping me get out of the situation I’m in.

I’ve been feeling suicidal everyday my whole life because of my family, toxic so called friends, Voldemort and the death eaters and the toxic men in my life.

Everyone in this world is benefiting out of my content but I’m not getting anything out of it but problems.

I’m fed up of this life.