Do you remember the joker from Ministry? Yes, Mehta.
He got back in touch with me (the audacity man) and he used words like love and infinity etc (gag). So anyway, I wasn’t interested and ignored him and he kept texting, so I sent him the song IDGAF by Dua Lipa and blocked him.
There was another joker, let’s call him Vinay. He behaved shitty with me when I cared and he badly wanted to sleep with me and said he isn’t looking for anything serious.
Now that I have proved I’m normal and I’m not schizophrenic and also cause I’m hot, both of them are extremely interested but IDGAF about them both.
Ginny has set the bar so high.
She was interested in me even when I wasn’t hot and when she thought I’m schizophrenic and when I was a nobody.
Honestly if you ask me, Ginny should start a skillshare class on how to date for all the men I’ve dealt with in my life ’cause they all suck.
She is the best thing that’s happened to me and the best person I know.
I miss her.
Okay, let’s just move on or I’ll cry.
Today I gave everyone the trauma they put me through (verbally). I don’t feel good about it but I want them to know I despise them immensely.
I don’t feel like watching YouTube anymore, idk why. I don’t feel like going out too. I just want to be at home and do nothing.
I don’t know what I’m doing sometimes.
Mostly just existing.
Yup, that’s it.
rachana rajan <3 