My face might have been blank and expressionless because I was tortured continuously and I was trying my best to hold on.
I haven’t really stared at anyone with that expressionless face because I was always lost and trying my best to stay alive.
When people stare at me like owls when I go out, I don’t assume thats because they want to fuck me, I just ignore and forget. People even turn their heads to stare at me, I just don’t pay heed because my mind and thoughts are clear.
I can’t believe people assumed so much shit about me, that just shows how disgusting their minds are.
Also, that shitty false assumption was carried on for years no matter how much I grew up.
People try to turn their shit around and point out my flaws instead of accepting their fuck up and apologizing.
All this because I mastrubate? Everyone in this world bloody masturbates.
Things happened to me because of someone else’s mistakes, wrong choices, lack of empathy and evilness. I faced the consequences.
I was no where at fault for what happened to me.
People messed up my life in the name of help, this is the reality.
Even now things are no where near fine. You already know why.
rachana rajan <3 