rachana rajan <3

My mother doesn’t react to things normally, she reacts dramatically to fuck sympathy.

I’m not sure if the reality thing is still happening or if it has stopped because no one tells me anything, but if it is still happening, you need to know this is what my mother is doing.

It fucks me up everyday to live with my parents. Every minute I spend with them is a compromise.

Nothing can fix this. No amount of people saying and doing things can fix this.

Also, I need to address the elephant in the room.

I watch YouTube to relax, I don’t watch it so that people speak on my parents behalf or explain or make me realise things.

The person who is doing these things won’t like it if the tables were turned and I was interfering in something that was happening in their house. They need to realise that my boundaries are being crossed and I don’t appreciate things like these.

I’m sorry if I’m being rude but these things are affecting me, so I’m speaking it.

I know what my parents are. I understand things and I’m aware of things.

They are fake sometimes. They do a lot of things intentionally. I understand this, but a third person watching will not.

They try to gaslight their way of out what they did. I’ve already explained what happened, that’s the reality.

So people need to stop interfering in things.

I just want to be alone. I pray every minute of every day to be alone and away from them.

They drain me. I don’t want to be a part of their drama.

I don’t know what kinda pleasure people are gaining by making me suffer like this by not giving me my money and taking my videos without my bloody consent, but it needs to stop because it’s inhuman.

I’ve expressed this so many times. So many times.

I don’t have a say in my own life.

This is cruelty.