I do understand my mother, so I don’t completely hate her.
I just want distance, that’s it.
She is just not realising that she should stop trying to fuck sympathy and work on herself and behave maturely.
Because maturity is what is valued not what she is doing.
I just don’t want to be a part of whatever she is doing
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Also, I know what the YouTubers are doing is out of good intentions, but it affects me sometimes.
I don’t know how to put it but I just don’t want to watch something that’s happening at home. I get enough of it already, I just need a break from that that’s why I watch YouTube.