Dear Diary.

I don’t know how to feel anymore.

My own parents were jealous of me and tried their best to bring me down by playing games.

They did so many things and fucked me up. Sometimes its overwhelming and gets to me even now.

My mother said she did that to see me suffer and die.

I know its in the past and I have forgiven them.

But they don’t change.

Their behaviour is engrained in them.

I guess all I can do is detach myself till things work out for me and I can put some distance between us.