I know I can be opinionated.
Sometimes I have really strong opinions about books, music, choice of clothing.
Also, sometimes I write/speak on impulse and forget that I’m addressing a larger audience and maybe things I’m addressing might be a favorite of someone and it can offend them.
The point I’m trying to make is, I value relationships more than a book or movie or anything of that sort.
I’m sorry if I offended anyone by having strong opinion on things.
These opinions I have can vary.
Also, if someone I like likes a book I dislike, I don’t really get offended. I like listening to them and what they have to say about it because I like them.
I give importance to the person rather my opinion on that thing or place.
I understand that everyone are different and unique and everyone work in different ways.
Difference in opinion doesn’t really bother me, as long as it is something trivial.
I don’t like reading smut in books because I have never experienced what I read. When I read it it gets overwhelming after a point, because I can’t relate and my mind goes stop.
I have just experienced slow burn with the men I’m interested in, that’s why I like reading about it because I can relate to that, like a lot.
Why I’m saying all this is because I feel there might have been misunderstandings, I’m not really sure, I can only guess?
I have been constantly saying that I like Rachel because I genuinely do like her. I have been watching her channel since last 3 years or so and she is one of my favorite person.
I don’t know what caused the misunderstanding and it is really difficult when I can’t text and ask.
I have been overthinking about it.
I have never intentionally hurt her, I’m sorry if I did without meaning to.
I really like listening to her talk about books and watching her videos. Even if she is talking about a book I might never read or a place that I might never go to, I still watch because I like her no matter what she is talking about.
It sucks that I can’t text her to clarify.
I’m not sure what to think?
rachana rajan <3 