rachana rajan <3

I get up everyday and try to forget what happened and be good to my parents.

I try to go back to how we were before all this started. I don’t know what went wrong with my mom but I don’t think about it anymore and have let it go. I make conversation as much as possible even if there is nothing much to talk about.

I hate Voldemort for what she made my life into. All the misunderstandings in my life was created by her. I never say something and mean something else or anything of that sort. Things are black and white for me. When I love someone I continue to love them and when I hate them, I hate them to their face directly.

I hate the fact that people thought I was taunting them indirectly or speaking to them indirectly because I never do that. It’s because they talk to me in a certain way, they have that guilt and they feel I’m doing it too. This fuck up was started by Voldemort. I despise her so much to the core of my being.

I really wish people would stop talk to me that way and just start being conventional because whatever they do, lead to a lot of misunderstandings.

I’m not responsible for the misunderstandings. I was always innocent and good, it was the fucking preconceived notions fed into their minds in the name of help.

It’s high time people would start behaving conventionally. I’m done with this fucking pretense. I’m done living this way.

I really wish my mom would stop trying her best to make me shout and just be normal. My parents messed up and it’s okay. They should just accept it and move on and change. They should not be so consumed by what people will think because the world isn’t filled with Jesus Christ. Everyone has fucked up some way or the other and no one is judging them.

My mom gets so scared when she is outside. She really shouldn’t be. She should just forget everything that happened and try to live a new life.

Also, for the record, I have never eaten chips and farted at Askaban. I fart the normal amount like every living being on this planet.

I don’t know what all false rumors people have spread about me. So I have candidly spoken about everything that happened to me here. I want to leave no room for false rumors and misunderstandings.