Dear Diary.

I get really overwhelmed by staying with my family.

I’m unable to function half the time. I feel physically present but mentally I’m in lunar valleys.

I pray everyday to live alone.

I do care for my family and nieces but I don’t want to live with them everyday.

I don’t think I’m ready to date as well right now, even if it is Ginny.

My parents intentionally torture me even now, even if I meet someone I won’t be able to sustain it.

My parents can get extremely toxic. I don’t trust them.

I want to live alone for few months and clear my head.

I will be ready only after that.

I really want this.

I don’t know why I have to wait for my own money.