rachana rajan <3

I got back in touch with Mehta to try and change my mind about him, but regretted immediately.

Even if I forgive him for what he did to me, I don’t want him.

He keeps repeating my own words back to me every time we text and sometimes in capital letters which is a turn off.

He is too desperate to find love which again is a turn off. He doesn’t understand space. He kept repeating we “connected” which tbh I didn’t feel.

Also, I’m not attracted to him so I guess it’s again just a moo point.

I dated a man last year, let’s call him Nikil Ramesh, I went out on few dates with him because I was trying to forget Ginny.

He kept smoking each time, which is like a turn off. He doesn’t speak at all. Doesn’t know to hold a conversation. He doesn’t eat for some reason, which I found really strange.

I wanted to watch TV and chill so we booked a place, but he kept asking me if I wanted more and his breath smelt like dead fish and I died a little.

Thankfully my parents kept calling me and I came back home. That was the end of it. Also, I wasn’t attracted to him and was thinking about Ginny the entire time.

I spoke to another man, let’s call him pratyush raman, we met just once. He kept taunting me continuously when we met and also on calls, he was really toxic as well. Also, I wasn’t attracted to him.

I met a man last year, let’s call him robin girdhar. We spoke just one in 2022 and he was extremely desperate and kept asking me to meet him continuously even though I said no after that I blocked him.

We got back in touch last year and when we met he continuously taunted me the entire time. Also, I wasn’t attracted to him. He looks like peter pettigrew.

I met a man last year, let’s call him manish kumar, he had a disgusting personality and doesn’t know how to treat people. He behaved disgusting with me. I went into trauma after meeting him. I wasn’t even attracted to him.

I met a man last year, let’s call him Nishant. I kinda sorta liked him, I wasn’t sure though. His breath smelt like dead fish which I ignored. He smokes a lot which I again ignored.

Since he was working in night shift, I kept feeling anxious because I’m a morning person and finally it got too much and it ended.

I met a man last year, let’s call him abhit gowda, I liked him and it was going good.

I wanted to just watch TV and chill but he thought I wanted more and I stopped him when he was going to do it because I didn’t love him.

My intention was just to watch TV and chill.

He got angry and I walked away. It just ended.

I spoke to another person last year, let’s call him Ashwin. It was going okay for a month.

While talking to him I found out that we weren’t physically compatible. He was extremely desperate to have sex and would only speak about sex even though he told me he doesn’t crave for it, which was contradictory.

Also, I wasn’t really attached to him.

I had a friend let’s call him, Siddharth Meloth, initially when we met we decided to stay friends. We were friends for a year and after that he started saying he liked me and was extremely attracted to me.

We kissed but I didn’t feel a thing. He said he wants to marry me but I didn’t feel anything for him. Also, he wanted to marry me for the wrong reasons. It just ended after that.