rachana rajan <3

I was speaking to a man last year on my birthday, let’s call him, sahil acharekar. We met immediately because it was my birthday and I didn’t want to be alone.

I was dressed up and happy. My intention was just to be friends. But after we met, he started kissing me. I didn’t stop him because I was extremely hung up on Ginny and I was trying to forget her.

But after few minutes, it started getting overwhelming because I wasn’t attracted to him and in my mind I was picturing Ginny and I started to cry. I left after that and it ended there.

I texted him after few days and he started talking about my boobs and I blocked him.

I spoke to a man last year, let’s call him, Sahil Gulati, we had a good conversation for few hours, after that he said something about getting physical, I said let’s take it slow and he ended it because I wasn’t eager to get physical with him.

Let me remind you, he is a complete stranger. I don’t understand in what sense, not being excited to fuck a stranger is wrong. I wasn’t even attracted to him.

I spoke to a man last year, let’s call him, Rahul Nair, he was a disgusting man and I wasn’t attracted to him as well.

He kept calling me hot without context and I got irritated, which he termed as attitude problem. Then he said he wanted to kiss me without context and I got irritated again. It ended after that.

I spoke to a man last year, let’s call him, sanatan kumar, he was mentally off and he abducted me and took me till his apartment. I somehow came back home. Nothing happened to me but that ended in trauma.

I spoke to a man last year, I forgot his name, initially it was fine but after a day, he kept talking about sexual topics and said that he wants to do oral continuously. I blocked him after that.

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I’ve had so many experiences like this, now you know why I’m done with dating, talking and those sorts, for now.