Dear Diary.

I know some men showed interest in me and even expressed wanting to be with me.

But I’m unable to see a future with them.

Because there are certain things in their personality that doesn’t work for me. I have highlighted the main details. There are further more things I do not want to say because I don’t want to hurt anyone by going deep.

There will be someone out there who will appreciate them whole heartedly. I think they deserve more than my half hearted affection.

I have to be crazy about that person to marry them.

I’m really different. I have flaws. I don’t accept people in my life easily.

There are so many things about Will and Ginny that I absolutely love. I don’t want to say what.

I can picture a future with them.

Until I meet someone like that again, I don’t want anyone.

My feelings for Ginny have calmed down a lot.

If she decides to come back, I will be able to speak normally and pick up from where we left off.

I’m also open to meeting someone new if it ever comes my way.

(I saw a reel online, so I’m saying all this)