rachana rajan <3

I was watching Rachel’s vlog today and she sneezed like my father again.

I honestly don’t know why she is continuing to do that.

Tbh, if anyone else were in my place and experienced everything that my parents did to me, they would have reacted much worse than me and probably wouldn’t have forgiven them.

I’m handling the situation at home much better than anyone in this world would have done.

That’s the reality.

I really hope she just let’s it go.

Because my family problems I just want to leave it at home and not discuss with my friends.

I’m just going to ignore that bit because I love her and it’s not that hurtful or anything.

My therapist asked me not to let things slide when someone does something that I don’t agree with and to speak up immediately. That’s why I’m saying this.

I’m happy I’m speaking about it immediately and not after a week like I always do.

Things are fine these days. Just that my health isn’t good. It’s 8.38PM and I haven’t eaten anything since morning.

Something is wrong. I’m not sure what.

I’m not like everyone else. I have come to realise that. Things that everyone can do easily, I struggle with.

I really don’t know why I’m like this.