rachana rajan <3

I regret a lot of things in life.

I regret smiling at strangers when I was young because my intention was just to be friends but I guess that was misunderstood as something else by the world.

I regret continuing to love people when they were breaking me to pieces.

I regret faking and lying to fit in.

I regret getting physical with men who I wasn’t interested in and didn’t find attractive.

I regret staying quiet when I had to stand up for myself and ask people to fuck off.

I regret allowing people to treat me like a doormat and walk all over me.

I regret being stupid.

I regret continuing to show friendly love to inconsequential pervert boy who ogled at my body.

I regret not cutting people off sooner and letting things escalate.

I regret considering people as my good friend when they never were and didn’t have good intentions for me.

I read in a book, you’re not living if you aren’t regretting.

So I just take it as a lesson and learn from my mistakes and own my mistakes even if it wrecked my life.

I wish someone had just sat down and spoken to me, my life would have been completely different.

If Voldemort was a good person my life would have been completely different.

Instead now I’m the boy who lived, the mother of dragons and one of the strongest superhero.

If given a choice I would trade this for a quiet life with Ginny because at the end of the day that’s what matters and not the fame and success.