rachana rajan <3

My parents are good these days.

They don’t really do anything to hurt me and I’m glad things at home is (are?) finally good.

They are always busy with my nieces. I’m forever grateful that God blessed us with them. They are the glue that holds us together and the ocean of happiness when we were dehydrated and dry.

Father seems to be angry at me because I spoke about what he did. He didn’t say anything, but I can read expressions so I know.

I don’t hate him, I’m just setting boundary and waiting for him to change.

He might be innocently doing what he is doing, I don’t know. I’m not doubting his intentions. But whatever he is doing is affecting me so he should realize he should stop it, irrelevant of the intention.

Anyway, he hasn’t done it after the last incident, so I’ve decided to just let it go.

I do not hate my parents. No, I don’t.

I always saw good in them and I saw the bad too. I’m going to overlook the bad because they are trying each day.

Our life has always been difficult and finally we are in a place where we can be happy and I don’t want to disrupt that in any way.

I want to keep them happy for the rest of their lives and love them.

I don’t have any anger left in me towards them. I have healed all my anger.

I never thought there will be a day when things are good at home, so I’m grateful when it is and focus on now.