There might have been men who were consistent, reliable and ready to commit and all those good qualities, that some people might term as “green flags”, who wanted to be with me.
But what people fail to see is that, those men have fucked up values, some were psychotic, they don’t have the ability to hold a conversation, they are messed up in their head etc etc.
And also most important thing is, I don’t feel like having sex with them or even kiss them for a fact. I feel dead and cold with them.
At a gun point, if I was given a choice to marry them or die, I will choose to die.
I’m different and I have a lot of flaws. I don’t accept people in my life easily.
When I’m saying I wanted to marry Will and Ginny, it’s because I’m sure about them.
I cannot reveal the qualities that is making me so sure because it is personal.
Also, I was crazy in love them.
I’ve seen all sides to them and I’m okay with their imperfections.
The imperfections of other men makes me want me to drive off the cliff and end my life.
It’s like you just know it when meet that person. When you know you know.
I’m always the last man standing when I know I want to be with them and I don’t give up easily.
rachana rajan <3 