Everything that went wrong between Ginny and I is my fault.
I just didn’t understand it.
She was always right and good.
I’m trying not to self blame and have compassion towards myself because I didn’t know a lot of things before and I have difficulty understanding the social norms, I’m still learning.
Just the thought that I might have hurt her is hurting me so bad. Everything is making sense now and I feel awful.
I would never hurt her intentionally.
I already apologized but I feel like texting and saying sorry again. But I’m trying not to do that. I think I should handle it maturely so I’m saying it in my head.
I think I should sleep now.
Goodnight.
rachana rajan <3 