When I went for crochet workshop at smallworld, there was a girl who attended with me, let’s call her Anna.
She was there because of me and my advice. After benefiting out of me, she hurt me by gaslighting me. She is such an ungrateful monster.
On top of that, she kept touching my upper thigh, which I’m positive was intentional.
Whenever I think about that incident and that girl, I feel like going back in time and punching her on her fucking shit face.
At that time, my mind and body stopped working because I’m extremely slow and I stop functioning when faced with adversity.
It’s been months but I still remember it and get angry sometimes and want to punch her.
I remember a lot of things like that when I didn’t react on time because I’m slow and innocent. I get angry when I remember those incidents and listen to my angry playlist.
I hate being stupid.
Therapy and constantly working on myself is helping me though.
Anna if you are reading this, I hate you, you bloody motherfucker.
rachana rajan <3 