Dear Diary.

I’m well aware why I’m rejecting men. I have strong reasons to do it.

I’m confident on what I want and what I’m looking for.

If I marry someone I have to share my house with them, spend time with them constantly and share my bed with them and also my life.

This is a fucking huge decision and that person has to be worth it.

If I meet someone who I see a future with, I will marry, otherwise I won’t.

I love being alone. I can’t compromise and marry just for the sake of it.

I know I’m different and maybe some people won’t accept me, I’m okay with that. But that doesn’t mean I will marry anyone who comes my way.

I have standards.

I don’t have any barrier to intimacy.

I feel like doing it too when I’m attracted to someone. I’m a human being.

Just that I’m not meeting anyone I’m attracted to.

What people are assuming to be green flags aren’t really green flags. People fail to see the bigger picture.