Dear Diary.

I go into trauma sometimes when I think about mother showing me her breast and smiling at me.

Even sister did the same.

It was fucking traumatic.

I don’t know why I’m the only one explaining myself.

They fucking owe me an explanation too. They shouldn’t rely on the world to do the explaining for them. They should open their mouth and express themselves.

Each person who did me wrong should do the same. The world should not do the talking for them. They bloody should themselves.

No one apologized or explained themselves to me, so my hatred towards them is valid.

A bunch of evil people not ready to take accountability for their BS doesn’t make my perception faulty.

Whatever I did and said is a normal reaction to abnormal amount of BS.

If you don’t believe me, please do the same thing that was done to me to another person and let’s all watch how that person reacts.