Dear Diary.

I’m sorry about being rude.

I usually don’t use these words. It’s just that these people caused so much pain, so I’m hurting them back.

I don’t find people ugly or speak badly like that.

They hurt me so much, it’s like now that I’ve seen their true color, they look ugly to me.

It’s like their fucked up personality and evilness shines so bright that their faces start looking ugly.

I don’t know if I’m making sense.

I hope I’m not creating any misunderstandings.

Please don’t take personal meaning out of what I’m speaking. I’m speaking only about them, not general public and people I love.

I’m extremely careful while speaking these days, so that I don’t create misunderstandings.

I always love everyone platonically. I always try to find good in people and stuff. But what I’ve learnt is, I should not love so much and I should limit my love so that I can safeguard my peace.

I’ve learnt that I should be selfish with my love and I should think about myself first.

Also, I should be okay with hurting people when they hurt me. So I’m trying to be okay.