Whenever I remember Dhruv blaming me for liking him I start getting so angry.
I get the ick and I feel like throwing up when I remember his ugly lizard face with bulging eyes ogling at my body with a disgusting expression and drool dripping down his mouth.
I have rejected so many hot men and that ugly lizard blamed me for his delusions.
I get angry about a lot of things.
A lot of people have done a lot of things to me for their selfish ulterior motives.
The worst part is they benefit out of my reaction because world chooses to be blindsided about my hurt and give them perks when I react to their BS.
People sabotaged my life instead of just asking what happened.
They didn’t realize that I have a fucking life.
They didn’t realize I was dating someone I love and if they wanted to know something and why I said what I said, they could have just asked me.
Even now after going through inhuman suffering and pain, I’m not given credit and recognition for my content and I’m gaslighted and exploited like an animal.
rachana rajan <3 