The worst part is Dhruv was not even a friend.
He doesn’t even know the meaning of friendship. He was just there for the highs and the only thing he used to do was talk about sexual topics and ogle at my body. During my lows he would disappear.
He needs to work on himself a lot.
He wasn’t even a friend. He was so inconsequential.
God, these fucking insignificant people cause so much harm.
It was my mistake too. I let things escalate.
I need to cut things off as soon as I get to know what I’m dealing with.
I’ve learnt my lesson and I’m able to make better choices for myself now.
Also I feel every experience teaches me something. Even if the person wasn’t worth it and causes damage. There is so much I learn from each experience.
I just take everything as a learning.
Whenever I feel a searing pain when I think about the discomfort these people caused I heal myself and move past it.
I don’t let this disrupt my peace.
rachana rajan <3 