I’m not really sure whether it was wrong to hate everyone whom I listed out who hurt me and wish karma on them.
It felt right at that time because of the pain I was in because of them and it gave me a sense of relief.
I feel, like in Harry Potter, there are some characters who are demonic evil like Bellatrix, Umbridge etc. Whom you will always hate.
But there are some who might have been evil in the beginning but they change over the course of the story and they grow.
I feel my story is similar.
There are some people who did irreversible damage and some were wrong but might not be entirely bad and I think I can show them grace and wish them well.
Even if I can’t forgive them.
I hope I’m making sense. Idk?