Dear Diary.

There is so much uncertainty in this world.

Will I wake up tomorrow?

What will happen tomorrow or even on the way back home today?

For all we know there can be a fucking alien invasion tomorrow or our sun might decide to explode (God forbid, but stick with me here, I’m trying to make a point.)

Is there a God?

People can go on debating on this topic forever without any end.

But believing in Him gives us hope. Hope that one day our prayers will be answered and this struggle will end.

Hope to walk through a thunderstorm to see a rainbow, even if the rain doesn’t seem to end day in day out.

We want to believe and keep faith because we see hope in that belief.

There is so much uncertainty that this universe could even be a tiny speck in a dandelion in a large field of heaven filled with millions and millions of dandelions.

Possible? No one has an answer to this. (but nice imagination Harry.)

The concept of heaven, hell and karma is uncertain too.

Maybe it’s written in the Bible or Bagwathgita, I’m not sure because I haven’t read both. No offense, but this is uncertain too.

But we like to believe in it because it gives us a sense of calmness when we are wronged.

In all this uncertainty.

There are so many things that is certain.

We are alive today and get to do our best today.

We believe in God because we hope that He will help us to get through our never ending problems.

We thank God for the happiness when it comes and we are grateful for it.

We do the things we love and spend time with the people we love, along with work each day.

We get to consciously decide what we think about, what we prioritize and what we speak to this world.

We always have a choice to do the right thing each day and to love, care and help as much as we can.

What we do every minute of every day is certain even if we might not have a control on what happens to us, which is uncertain.

Standing up for yourself when people do you wrong, might be needed.

Hating them when in pain is okay because it’s a natural reaction to the pain you are going through.

But once you heal and put the pain down, I feel we should forgive because we all have so much struggle and pain that hurting each other is inevitable.

Sometimes people make the wrong choices and we might hold them accountable for it too.

But no one deserves to go from here feeling that hate.

In some cases it is valid like someone who caused irreversible inhuman damage (like serial killers, rapist and people like that).

But someone who made a mistake without fully understanding the repercussions, doesn’t.

Because making mistakes is human and they don’t deserve that kinda hatred.

So I have decided to forgive and finally let go.

But I would like to leave them in DC universe for the foreseeable future.

Unless DC and MCU decide to join forces I would like the universes to be apart.

Choosing to love is the best thing we do as humans, we should do it often.

Maybe God is love because there is so much magic in love.

Love heals things we never foresee healing. Like me.

Love is certain and we should use it as our superpower.