rachana rajan <3

I kinda understand why Ginny didn’t choose me.

When we were dating, she did all the right things and said all the right things.

But I was a mess. There was honestly so much happening, so much harassments and I was extremely immature and lame back then.

I fell in love with her. She had a crush on me but it took me sometime to understand it. I thought she doesn’t like me. By the time I understood, it was too late.

Also, my life was ruined. So I just couldn’t think.

I was just struggling since then up until recently trying to build my life again and get better.

It kinda makes sense why she isn’t sure because we didn’t really meet after that.

She does kinda like me but I didn’t really give her enough reasons to be sure while we were dating because of the way I behaved.

So I guess that’s why she isn’t saying it directly.

I’m in a good place now finally.

But she has moved on. So let it be.

I’m not really angry at her for moving on. She has always been so good.

I understand her POV.

It’s my fault.