Clarification.

Every person I casually talk to is not my friend.

Friend is a valuable word for me and I don’t give it away just like that.

Sometimes the vibe is off, please don’t force interactions and force me to rebuild connections.

If I cared the connection would happen organically.

Also, I’m not interested in talking to anyone from my past because there is a reason why they are in the past.

I do not miss them as well.

I already did the work and I have moved past it.

I’m not fucking sorry for my “fuck yous” and retaliations. They fucking deserve every word.

I know what is right and what is wrong now because I have an understanding.

You need to trust my decision and not try to change my mind or speak for the jokers.

Because if they want to, they can fucking speak for themselves.

Even if I don’t get my money and I die alone in this house, this decision isn’t going to change.

It took me a lot of self work to get here.

I don’t want to move back again.

I can’t and don’t accept people in my close circle easily.

If it doesn’t work, it doesn’t work. Don’t fucking force and move on.

I care about everyone from a distance. I cannot accommodate everyone in my life and close circle.