My parents don’t care much about me.
No matter how much I forgive, love and try to maintain peace, they keep stabbing me for a reaction and distrupting the peace.
I’m not sure why and what is the intention behind this.
I’m hoping they will stop now atleast after what happened.
It’s extremely hard to live in this tiny space with them after what happened and constantly see them the whole day.
My body is on alert most of the time and I do not feel safe.
Also, I don’t have money.
It’s taking superhuman strength from me to continue to forgive.
I’m already successful and I’ve made the money to place some distance between us.
But it’s not given to me.
I lost the only thing that mattered to me because of what happened.
My life is on stand still, waiting.
Hence I’m being selfish with my thoughts, ideas and content.
There is going to be nothing much from me except for the clarifications till I see the changes I want.