rachana rajan <3

Now that I think about it this whole threesome thing was a misunderstanding between Ginny and I.

I thought she wanted it, she thought I wanted it.

I was trying to be okay with it and felt I could do it because I was attracted to few women online.

Then the thought kept bothering me.

I was just realising things about my bisexual side. After a while I understood that I wasn’t really attracted to women in real life. It was just online.

I remember saying it to Ginny last year. Then later the attraction faded and I’m straight since one and half years.

I think Ginny was trying to clear the misunderstanding when she texted me asking about it.

The problem with me is I never say anything to her. I don’t ask things.

I was so hesitant to ask about the reels too. I just go along with things.

There was honestly so much misunderstanding.

I didn’t realise it before.

I was so fucking immature and childish.