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I don’t have the peace of mind to process or grieve the heartache because of my parents.

Honestly I’m tired of being fucked over by them.

I don’t want to be a part of this narrative and keep talking about what they did everyday.

I can’t think about dating as well, even if it is Ginny because I don’t trust my parents blindly and I’m honestly scared of them.

I don’t know when they will do what.

I just want to move out. That is the only thing I want right now.

It’s not because I don’t care about them, I do care and sometimes it’s very hard.

I need space.

I’m going to be selfish till then.