I think I took it too far with mother few days back.
It’s my fault. I was so fucked because of everything that happened. But that’s no excuse.
She did the same thing to me. But maybe I shouldn’t do it back because she isn’t resilient as me.
I take responsibility and I’m sorry.
Also, I feel I don’t let mother feel her feelings sometimes and ask her to stop. I should not do that.
But she is at fault too. Whatever I said in previous blogs are true.
I need to work on myself as well.