Note.

I never trauma dump.

90% of what I’ve written here I haven’t spoken about to anyone, not even my therapist.

I never call anyone back to back or continuosly, unless it’s an emergency or if that person does it to me, I do it to them.

I would like to repeat myself for the message to sink in.

I do not have anger issues.

Whatever anger people saw is a normal reaction to torture and any normal person in my place would have reacted the same way.