Clarification.

Everything mother was doing since day one was an act.

She told me she was doing everything to bring me down because she was jealous of me. She asked me to remove my tattoo of her name. She pushed me and became serious.

She said she wanted me to suffer and die.

I think no one was listening at that time.

I’m not sure what exactly is happening with this reality show.

Other times, she manipulates, gaslights and betrays like crazy. She plays dumb as well. She cries and creates fake drama and willows in it.

She does all this to fuck sympathy.

Honestly it’s really hard to continue to love her after all this.

But I try my best to forgive and maintain peace because they are old.

I’m constantly scared of my parents, I don’t know when they will do something again.